FUCKBOY ( kuwonu. )

xxxxiv.

y'all know what to do, listen to the song while u read bbys I promise it's worth it

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2:32am

zion: hey, so I can't sleep again

zion: I know you really don't wanna hear it but you know what?

zion: it fucking sucks sol

zion: it sucks that you walked out on me without telling me why

zion: it sucks that you're mad at me and idk what I did wrong

zion: it sucks that you're going to Malu, a fucking 15 year old, instead of talking to me

zion: why won't you just tell me what I did to make you so mad, cause I really have no fucking idea

zion: you probably don't even care, and I wouldn't be surprised if you had my number blocked

zion: but yknow what the worst part is?

zion: the worst fucking part is that I'm so goddamn in love with you and now I'm losing you

zion: do you know how that feels sol?

zion: to have this person that you cared so much for

zion: just get up and leave like its nothing

zion: without even telling me what I did wrong

zion: have you ever loved someone so much that they're the only thing that you ever think of?

zion: you fall asleep and wake up with them on your mind

zion: even getting a text from them can change your mood

zion: they're perfect in your eyes, and every little thing they do just makes you fall deeper and deeper in love with them

zion: and you know that everything around you could completely fall apart and turn to shit, but as long as you have this person you'll be ok

zion: cause that was you sol

zion: you were my world

zion: and now that you're gone

zion: it feels like my whole fucking world fell apart

zion: and that really fucking sucks solena

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that was intense holy shit

but hi I feel like this book is nearing the end and that makes me so sad wtf

also I uploaded the first chapter of the purge pls go check it out!