The Boy I Secretly Love

Chapter 1

It's been a month ever since school started and I already hate it.

Yes I said it h-a-t-e. I have to wake up every morning at 6:30 even though the bus comes at about 7:45.

I hate my mom sometimes.

"Sarah!!!" "Get up time for school" Anne says.

"Fine mom!!"

Ugh. I go in my closet to wear something .

"Eh I'll just wear these sweatpants and a t-shirt', I whisper

I know you're thinking "wtf" yea I know our school let's us wear anything.

But of course not short shorts and tank tops.

Anyway, I change and go downstairs to eat a bowl of cereal then head to the bus stop.

The bus comes...off to school.

I get there, sit with my friends until teachers announce us to go to first period.

While I was walking I saw this cute dude and omg I just wanted to go over there kiss him forever.

Uh I didn't say anything...

I'm in love, but this quick?

I hate myself right now.

The best part is that he's new!

So, so far that's a good start for me.

Too bad we're in different grades so we can't be in the same classes other than related arts.

Me being stupid I went over there to him and said "hi"

You could hear the shyness in my voice.

He said "hey".

I see you're new,i say.

May I see your schedule?

He shrugs and says "sure" with a smile I see 2: TWO! dimples.

I swear this boy is killing me.

I laugh at my own joke.

Anyway,  I find out we both have the same related arts classes yay.

I give him back his schedule and head to first period which is math ugh.

I "survive" through math and head to chorus.

It's the best class because we rehearse for only 15 minutes out the 40 we get so it's like a free class.

I see Matthew, I think about me and him kissing forever and ever.

The reason why I always say "kiss" is because I'm still a virgin and don't know much about sex.

And I'm positive I want Matt to take my virginity away.

No no what are you saying Sarah, I say in my mind.

I figured the only way to get him was to make him jealous with my best guy friend, Cody.

He's pretty hot but not my type.

So instead of talking to Matt.

I'm gonna share my plan with Cody to help me make Matt jealous.

Like every time Matt tries to talk to me or asks me to dinner.

Cody will just randomly come and grab me by the arm and kiss my lips or cheeks.

Yes, perfect plan.

I go over to Cody and tell him the plan.

He automatically says "yes" because he has a huge crush on me and he's 15.

Anyway, we're done rehearsing and I go hang with Cody and other friends.

Nah jk just with him.

Many girls start to surround Matt which makes me jealous so much.

Ugh they're lucky they're juniors like him.

I have no chance.

Cody breaks me out my thoughts by shaking me.

Oh I'm sorry, I say

Cody says, "aww someone's jealous"

Ahh shut up Cody.

I looked over again and the girls were still there,  giving him their numbers.

I almost wanted to cry because I'll never get him.

Matt caught me staring, seeing the jealousy and sadness in my eyes.

I turn away in disgust, but at the same time I was blushing.

Cody gives me a random hug and a kiss on my cheek to make me feel better.

Let me tell you it kinda helped.