The Boy I Secretly Love

Chapter 4

It's 8:30

I take a shower and wear really short shorts and a tank top.

Haha how ironic.

I decided to curl my hair and I gotta say I kinda looked hot.

I told my mom my friend is out there and she says "all right have fun baby".

Hey Josephine (friend)

"hey Sar-,  so I see you took my advice, he will totally notice you".

Haha you're funny, I say.

I think to myself this is the time I should do my plan with Cody.

This is the perfect timing.

We get to her house and it was already full of people.

She's lucky she's popular.

I text cody saying:

▶where are you?

◀ in the living room.

Great it's so far away... wow I'm lazy.

I spot Cody and sit next to him.

As usual, he hugs me then gives me a kiss on the cheek.

And nooo we aren't a couple.

Just clarifying that.

Anyway I see Matt but of course with girls or shall I say with A girl.

There's the feeling again..I ran to the bathroom crying.

Why am I crying? We barely talk.

Ugh

Cody came in with me and sat down beside me.

"Are you OK babe?"

At this point I didn't care what he called me.

I just burried my head in his chest and cried even more.

He kissed my head.

I blushed for some reason?

He really cares this much about me?

Aww I say to myself.

He whispers "it's time for the plan babe".

"I want you to be happy even though I'll be jealous".

I knew exactly what he meant by "jealous'' since he likes me.

I nodded and we headed out.

I say "push me against the wall and kiss me... hard".

I could see the blush on Cody's face,  he looked cute Aww.

Ok Cody? You there?

"Uh yea, just thinking of me fucki-.. um nothing let's go".

"Cody I see him, do it".

Cody pushes me against the wall then suddenly kissing me.

I moaned, wow he's good.

I look another way and see Matthew look angry.

Yay it's working.

I return the kiss.

We sat there kissing for 5 minutes then suddenly Cody was off of me and Matthew grabbed me to an empty room.

He seemed pretty upset and mad.

I can tell by his grip.

I had to admit I was happy but mostly scared of what he might do to me.

Because remember I'm a virgin...

He threw me on the bed and started taking off his clothes.

Umm.

"Wait Matthew aren't you with someone"?

I choked when I said that because I'm desperate for him.

Well, no.

But.. you were feeling on her and stuff.

"Who cares I want you".

Also "if I wasn't tired I would've beaten up Cody because you're mine".

"When I saw him push you against the wall that got to me".

Matthew...

"yes?"

Are you going to have sex with me?"

"well duh you're sexy''

That made me blush.

But...I'm still a virgin and 14 it might hurt I'm scared.

"oh you're 14?"

"That makes me feel like a pedophile haha"

Oh well it's worth it..

Then they have sex and live a happy life together.