FUTURE HUSBAND

Chapter 9 Sleepless Night,Oh Love

Alexander's POV...

Oh God what's wrong with me,I can't sleep
thinking about Therese,I only saw her in pictures,i'm losing my right senses,she was always occupying my I thoughts,I felt so restless..

I was so in love with her,I felt like I am
dying of so much excitement to meet her
in person.

She hadn't said she loves me in return but deep within me, tells me that she loves me too...

She can't say I love you, because of those 'son of a bitch bastards',devastated dumb,
lazy liars she chatted before I came to her,
how I hated those men who was after her,
a bandits sucking criminals,who don't thirst money to feed their families,what a
shame...

I swear to God in the highest I'll be trying
to erase those, from her memories...

When I heard Therese voice this morning
the more I fall in love with her,I don't care
if she's older or younger than me.

All I know is, i love her and I want to be with her,gush just thinking about her,my body seems to burst with unspoken wants
and needs her,wanting her much,here and now...

Years had past I don't have this kind of hunger,a craving of love that was so intense which made me sleepless oh Lord...

I know, only Therese can satisfy this needs,
i 've been experiensing now...Oh Therese
I better take a bath so I can sleep...

Oh my Therese you just don't know how much I've been longing for you.how i
want,need you,wherein you alone,my love can,pacify me...

God help me I really do love her and no matter what Therese is going to be my last love, to be my wife,my forever.

God the Father Almighty I know this feeling I have,has your blessings coz ever
since I lost my wife I didn't felt it to any
women I've meet every now and then...

Please Lord guide me and Therese as soon as possible,make me choose the right way
so,we meet...
Therese was the woman whom you grant for me, please Lord abide us,I really do love her Lord...

God in heaven help me and Therese that we are really meant for each other,am dying
to see and meet her in person.

I know to myself that there's been a mystery,why I was feeling this way towards Therese,I have not seen her yet but I crazily need her so so much...

Maybe Therese was  the answer to all of this that's been happening to me so sad recently,am not myself anymore since I saw her profile picture the feelings was so
intense as if I could no longer breath...

So I decided to come and meet her in the
Philippines...I know I was crazy in love
with this woman...I need and want her,no
distance nor anything can stop me from seeing my beloved Therese.