Heat. Cold. Pleasure. Worry. Lust. Regret.
These are all the things I'm feeling right now.
I don't even remember how I got here in the first place. A club's bathroom. It had blue light bulbs with some graffiti on the wall which actually made it look pretty in some way and it was empty.
Yet, I am not alone.
I suddenly found myself screaming.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No, I'm sorry. I just wasn't expecting it." My bad for being all mixed up in my thoughts.
He started picking up the pace of his thrusts. Heat.
I never thought I would end up doing this on top of the sink of a public restroom. It is kind of uncomfortable. Cold.
He feels so good. I can't contain my moans anymore. Pleasure.
What if he found out? Worry.
"How does it feel?"
"Amazing." I could barely say in between moans.
He's so attractive. I can't stop looking at him. He's sweaty, his dark hair now sloppy on his forehead. Dark eyes staring into mine. Skin on skin. He's so into it. My body is too. Lust.
I'm enjoying this too much. Not my fault. I should stop thinking about him. After all, in this game of Tag, I'm never going to be it. But I love him. Maybe too much. Regret.
Suddenly the door opens.
"What the fuck?"
He found me.
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Power & Control
Fanfiction"Women and men, we are the same. But love will always be a game. We give and take a little more, Eternal game of tug and war." A BTS story