I will find you

11.the end.....nah- maddy

I gathered everybody into one room. All the pack members my son and rhydian.

I started, " many of you know what I'm about to say. I don't want there to be sadness among this pack being sad is not a disrespect but each and every one of you deserve to be happy. It's ok to miss people.

I have known for quite some time that I am dying. It's a rare disease that occurs when your mate rejects you more than once and then does the worst thing after the rejection.

Please do not blame people. This disease is the worst kind. It is slow acting but so very painful. I do not wish for you to see me suffering. I'm here to say my good byes. There is nothing you can do."

My time was spent with the pack members and my son telling them that the betas and gammas with Shane when he is of age and if they choose rhydian will keep them safe. Shane and I shared one last memory this one was different I used my powers the first memory I had of him in my stomach.

Flashback
Five and a half years ago

I whispered rubbing my belly.
," I love you so much baby boy, your momma loves you your dadda loves you. Your so loved. I will always watch out you you baby. I will always be here for you. You are you reason for living. I love you sooo much bubba"

End of flash back

With the end of that memory I had to leave. I gave him one lash kiss on the fire head.

I walked out. Where rhydian was waiting. I kissed him with everything I had left. What he didn't know was I was passing on all the wisdome and powers I had acquired and that were passed on to me to the previous guardian.

I whispered," I forgive you. Protect them well guardian."

With that I walked out into the Forrest to die. It wouldn't be long from now. And I would be gone