The Stars in Your Eyes

Chapter One

I was sitting backstage of my boyfriends concert. They were opening for some band called Waterparks, it honestly was a pretty weird name at least that's what I thought. Jake and the rest of his band were almost finished on stage so I thought I would go out and take some last minute picture of them. I wanted to be a professional photographer but that probably wouldn't happen any time soon. Even though Waterparks was a weird name Jake and his friends decided to name their band The Last Charm. I don't even think they know what that means to them completely. In the band was Jake, Alex, Cody, and Toby. "Hey Alissa, didn't we rock or what," with Jakes statement he gave me a kiss before walking over to the booze and I just rolled my eyes. They were all about 18 or 19 I was going to be turning 18 soon which I thought was pretty cool. "You guys did pretty good but do you guys have to drink all the time for gods sake," I was honestly tired of this. All they wanted to do was get totally trashed and not focusing on their band.

I was basically their photographer so I was always just watching them get trashed. Cody was the only one who didn't really drink so he turned into the manager since he was the most mature of them all. We were dating for about five months and I had started helping them three months ago, so our relationship was really just about the band."How about you mind your own fucking business Alissa. You're not my god damn mom, got it?" He got like this sometimes and it honestly kind of scared me so I just quietly nodded my head and looked at the camera to see what pictures I got. I had to wait just a little bit longer until Waterparks came in stage because I really wanted to see what they were all about.

I felt a strong grip on my shoulder so I felt my body stiffen up. "Hey can I talk to you," I look up to see two blue eyes looking back and me and I just nodded again. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you. You're right I should be focusing on my career and not partying as much as I already do." He softly ran his finger tips along my jaw line and then rested his hand on my cheek, tilting my head up to meet his eyes with mine. " You know I love you right, Lissa?" I honestly wasn't sure if he really did, our relationship is really based on the band since I had started helping them when we were just fresh into the relationship. I just stared into his blue bell eyes and whispered," Yes, I know you do." He gave me a gentle smile and kissed me, but the words that came out of his mouth afterward scared me." Now don't ever try to embarrass me in front of my band mates ever again or ever tell me what is good for my career and what isn't. I can end you and the ones you love in the blink of an eye. I do love you don't get me wrong but if you do any shit that can hurt me I will drop you in the blink of an eye, got it?"

I don't even know how to deal with this. I just swallow my fear give him a faint smile and nodded gently. He showed that award winning smile to me as if none of the things that he had said to me left his lips. "Now go on the other band should be starting now you wanted to see them right? Go run along you know where I'll be so don't bug me to much okay?" With those last words he waked away to go back to his friends. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes as I try to walk out and see the other band perform. I wipe my eyes and grab my camera so I could take some picture. Everything that just happened was running threw my head and I couldn't think. Then the band came out onto the stage and it seemed like they were really pumped for the show.

When they walked onto the stage I met eyes with this blue haired boy the closer I looked he had one green eye while the other one was as blue as the sky. I just felt like I couldn't stop looking at those eyes they were just so beautiful, but it seemed that he couldn't keep his eyes away from mine either. They started off with a pretty rock song I think it was called Tantrum they had this good vibe and it looked like they were having the times of their lives. I snapped a bunch of pictures of them and to be honest they weren't half bad. Looking at the photos I lost myself in each fragment of them until I heard," Thank you guys so much for coming out here but the night is sadly coming to an end. This last song is called 21 Questions so if ya know it sing along." Then he got up and grabbed an acoustic guitar. It wasn't a bad one either it was actually super nice. They started the song and I found myself moving along with the crowd. But unlike the crowd I was aloud to stand in front off the barrier thing since I was a "photographer".

"I wish there was a situation to be mad at. Or a person I could blame. I've got a loud mouth, I'm pale with a ghost obsession. But behind the scenes of here I'm playing 21 questions. There's gotta be a reason you keep your guy in hiding. I'm becoming what I've hated. But your talk is so inviting. But then what? You drop your guy and take me on, its everything I wanted. But then what? Would you get tired of my time. My mood's dictated by our conversation. And if you don't text I get to frustrated.I want you all to myself this time t t time. Conflicted looks good on my I'm trying desperately. I want you all to my self this time t t t time. I never have."

I swear this mystery blue boy was looking at me through out the whole song. It felt kinda nice but every girl probably thinks that too. I kept taking more and more pictures a lot were of this blue boy but I kept taking more of the band itself so that was good. " This was an amazing night! Thank you all so much we love you all so much! Good night everybody!" When they started to say those words I took my camera and headed back behind the stage to meet with all of the guys. "Babe can you see if the other guys know where all of the booze is?" Knowing him I knew that if I didn't it would end into something bad happening to me.