She's my sunshine in the rain, quite figuratively when thinking back to that day
One of the first days I realized I loved her
She pranced like a child- or a reindeer I'm not sure which is cuter
With no worry for her computer or papers in her bookbag
And I admired her for that
The simple act of not caring
Or being such a chill being
The song that emitted from the depths of her soul was and is infectious and I want to learn every word
Memorize every shift in tone
Lie next to her because she smells like home
And she feels like happiness
When I don't feel her presence my mood takes a dip
All I want is to take a sip from her heart and hope her love never runs dry
Still deciding if I'd yearn to part her thighs
Because her intelligence attracts me
Her personality excites me
They are a rare breed
I find these beautiful girls
In the cracks on the street
In different schools but we always seem to meet
But she-she makes all the difference
She is the true first
The accepted first
The first time I understood I was falling and dived in head first
The first time love songs truly meant something
The first time I realized the doomed transparency of my iniquity
It was over
Any chance of me thinking of her as "just" a friend
She is not "just" anything
She is beautiful
Her soul as well as her body
She is kind down to her toes
And only I and the Lord know I feel this way
But this isn't what I want to say
She isn't all smiles and loving gestures
Some things even gap toothed smiles can't fix
The sweetness of her facade enough to give me cavities
And I've never had a cavity
I have never been a commodity
But I bet she has
The boys line because they all want a piece
And most will treat her like cake
But she isn't all sweet like the cotton candy she drinks
And I'm so caught up in her looks I don't notice my situation reeks
The truth is loving her is bitter sweet
She is sharp words in a matter of opinion
And endless fun making without apology
She is also brown eyes and curly hair
And the way she makes me feel is anything but fair
But after the first week I met her
I knew
She
Was
It
She was among my last thoughts when the day ended
She was my hope for a good tomorrow
Did I love another stronger and just can't admit it
I honestly hope not
I couldn't handle the thought
Maybe I'll tell her in due time
When our 4 years are up and we've had such sweet times we need to take it with a bit of lime
I wonder what I'll say then if I ever get the chance
Will I spill my whole soul
Will I tell her all the things I've been dying for her to know
Everyday waiting for her to move on because I want happiness for her
Even though I know it's not with me
Because She is serendipity
Endless possibilities of things to love
Countless opportunities to praise Him up above
With some people you just know
From the second you hear their voice it's like everything else is just noise
They are all you've been longing to hear
And then there is an immense fear
Did you really just catch feelings?
You can't even catch a ball
Old folks will say you are too young to fall
But you've fallen and there's no turning back now
Down the rabbit hole you go
Break a leg on the way down
But don't break your heart or you won't be found
And you won't be the same
Consistently contain, your emotions
There's no such thing as love potions
But guiltily hoard every quotation
Set in stone every motion of their hand across your heart
Because from the start it was true
And you'd be ready to say
I love you
