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you spent most of your time avoiding tord and whenever you were it broke your heart how mean you had to be to him. Your diary was filled with a ton on entries just about what you want to say to him like how he was your "knight in a red hoodie" or how he was everything you wanted in a partner and some other cheesy stuff like that. You send him notes every now and then but you always see him scrunch them up and toss them out. it brakes your heart to see that happen every night you'd go to bed thinking why you even bothered, every morning it gets harder and harder for actually get outta bed in the mornings... this morning it took you 3-4 hours to actually get yourself out of bed but even then you spent most of your time in your room writing, drawing, staring out the window or just crying about how much rage you can see in Tord's eyes whenever you look at him. you went to your room and locked your door playing music as loud as you could as you sat in your closet and let the voices in your head take over.

Your worthless Y/N
im worthless...

your pathetic
im pathetic

no body wants you
no body wants me...

no one can save you
 please someone save me

why would anyone care about you?
why would anyone care for me?

you disgusting, filthy, ugly child
 im a disgusting filthy ugly child...

you were brought out of this trance when someone broke into your room and touched your shoulder making you jump you turned around to see who it was... it was Tom.

"hey you alright?"
"yea im fine...."
"you don't look fine, come on tell your big bro whats wrong and drink some of this"
"fine..." you took the bottle of Smirnoff he had and you started telling him what was going on

~2 hour time skip~

"so your in love with that commie?" you nodded your head slowly as a fresh set of tears started falling down your face as you began to change but you didn't realise but you began to change into a giant purple beast. you grew horns, a tail and you grew pointy long and purple ( me: IT WAS A ONE EYE ONE HORN FLYING PURPLE PEOPLE EATER!!!!!.... to much? ok ok)

ik this is Tamara but this is what you look like

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ik this is Tamara but this is what you look like

tom just looked at you in amazement Y-Y/N!?. you look at what you became and freaked yourself out and automatically changed back after hitting tom with your tail a few times i know GREAT way to treat your brother but who could do anything about it. after that disaster edd called you both down he said they were gonna play truth or dare. you and tom looked at each other took a deep breath and walked downstairs everyone was sitting in their spots from last time and you hopped this would be better as you covered your arms and only Tom knew what was going on. the game started.

E: Y/N Truth or dare!

Y; Dare!

E; i dare you to sing a song for us

Y: you looked around quickly looking scared, you stood up and sang.

(if you dont know this song its Irony a vocaloid song which Lizz Roberts has covered in english)

I feel that walking has become another chore
I don't think I can go on walking anymore
Forgive me for those words, I know they're but a cliche to you
But life is tiring, my feet are feeling sore
I wish that I could have a bit of time
To heal the ache that is growing stronger all the time
But I know time stops for nobody, let alone me
And so I go inevitably

Whenever things are going rather happily
It turns out life is just playing a trick on me
It's slightly shameful to admit the truth, I end up in tears
And so returns the same old melancholy
I miss when life was just simplicity
And misery wasn't always chasing after me
It's pretty obvious now, I should have left my regret
But I held onto it so foolishly

Maybe I overreact a bit, it hasn't destroyed me yet,
Has it? But everything I desire is always just too far to get
Honestly it's just me, brainlessly, so silly,
Always hoping for good to be
If that's the case
Then just hear my plea
Pick me up and drop me
Into unfaltering sleep

You say to look hard for a solution
But wouldn't that depend on the person?
So I could never. No, I could never
Believe a word anyone says
I know that everyone has their hardships
It's fairly clear to me that I'm not alone
But how is it that they can just leave them,
I just don't know at all

Often I'm told I need to clean up my act
Although maturity is something I lack
And so when some simple little problems arise
I overthink them over and over again
It seems that the world is just a troublesome place
So sometimes I think that I should just end the pain
You're sick, aren't you, dear? I'm sick of the tears
Why can't everything just end simply?

Everything I aspired to be is nothing that will become of me
If my expectations are too far-fetched then just what am I to do?
Give a sign, give a sign, a reason not to die,
Give me a chance to prove my worth
I constantly search for
A place to cry
Why won't these tears just stop
Pouring from my eyes?

It's hard to constantly think of the same things,
It's just unnecessary to think too much
You always told me stars would guide me back home
Although they only show at night
You always showed me so much kindness,
I don't deserve it, I have failed you too much
I think my tiny heart is going to split,
Just leave it be for now

Step back from me
Please leave me be
This so deceitful road that I stumble on
Is never going to end

It's getting difficult to manuever
And it's just worthless to try and run away
So I'll just hold my hands over my ears
And block out all this noise
How can I live not knowing what life is?
Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic
Obviously I can't be called happy,
Then what am I after all?

Y: how was that?

everyone just looked at you in total shock like they had never seen you until Edd stood up and gave you a big hug. you didn't know why he was hugging you until you felt you were crying you pulled him off you and just wiped your tears as you sat down.

Y: Commie Truth or dare?
TO: heh dare

Y: i dare you to kiss.... TOM!!

T&TO: WHAT!?

y: your not to chicken are you??????

TO: NO!!

tord growls and slowly leans in and kisses tom for half a second then they both jump up and run in separate directions to wash their mouths tom walking away with the 'HOW COULD U DO THAT!?" stare and after 10 min the game continues

3 hours later

T: Sis truth or dare?

Y: Dare!

tom smirks as he says "i dare you to kiss commie"

you turn bright red and look at Tord you stand and walk over everyone having a little giggle, as you reach tord you trip and fall on him and kiss him at the same time and to your surprise he doesn't push you off he kisses you back. after what seemed like forever you feel yourself being dragged away by someone you look up and see Tom. the game ends


A/n sup readers chapter 6 is finished finally!!! tell me how u like this story in the comments and if there's anything i need to change or fix! bye readers Author chan out

time written: 8:38 om July 23rd

word count: 1310

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