All I wanted was to be loved by him. I wanted a real relationship with affection and that feeling of I wasn't alone.
But that wasn't what he and I had.
It was a relationship where ig we weren't fighting with each other, we were having sex.
But recently the arguing has turned into him hitting me and the sex that in the beginning was kind , now was more like rape.
This isn't a relationship.
This isn't love and I don't think it ever was.
