We got to his apartment and oddly the only thing that was on my mind was two things .
One, I want this guy and
Two, Tonight, Tonight by Hot Chelle Rae.
I start laughing to myself,
Its been awhile since I've laughed.
"You alright, Teach?"
Seiji asks me , snapping me out of my thoughts.
I look up to him.
I'm still being carried princess style. I blush hard, embarressed again.
"ah, i'm alright, just had a song stuck in my head."
I say still giggling
"cute..."
Seiji lets this word slip out.
"whats cute?"
I ask looking around his apartment. It's slightly messy, but orderly at the same time. He also has a piano in the corner.
"you're cute, Yota"
My eyes go wide as he says my name , while calling me cute.
I look up to Seiji, then he carries me into his bedroom and hugs me down on the bed.
I look down and bite my lip.
Then Seijis lips were on mine.
A gentle soft kiss, slowly we kiss as if slowly searching for a word on a word search.
We both back away to breathe. My breath was taken away and my heart was beating faster.
My face is hot.
I look up into his amber eyes passionatly.
"Seiji,..."
I start, but then stop . Im his teacher. I look down sad.
"What's wrong, Yota?"
Seiji asks, I can't find the right words.
"Yota!"
Seiji shouts, I look up at him again. His face seems worried , scared even.
"Seiji, I want you ,"
I say first
"So it's, Okay to continue right?"
Seiji asks excitedly
"But, I'm still your teacher, remember?"
I say and Seiji looks really upset.
"You'll always be my Teach, but Yota , I love you and I graduate this year, so whats the big deal?!?"
Seiji says sounding worried, looking scared.
I made him feel what i'm feeling.
I then get on my knees and scoot over to Seiji and wrap my arms around him.
I feel his body twitch for a moment. Then he wrapped his arms around me.
" Then, Seiji, please be gentle."
I say which causes him to hug me tighter.
He then pulls away and leans down and kisses me, then lays my body down.
I may still have my worries, but in this moment. I just want him.
Seiji gently removes my clothes, then goes over all my bruises and kisses them all, my whole being shiver, but also feel loved.
Tears form and fall from my eyes. Its been so long since kindness was shown in loving me.
Seiji notices my tears.
"Did I hurt you?"
Seiji asks looking worried
"No"
I say reaching for his face.
Both my hands on his cheeks.
"I'm happy"
I say smiling at him.
His eyes go wide and he smiles brightly.
Which causes me to smile too.
I then lean in and kiss his lips.
Then as if , as if I was feeling relief, I feel my body falling away from Seiji, as i lose conciousness.
Seiji catches me.
"Sorry, I'm tired."
I say then Seiji slowly lays my head back down on the bed and then covers me up.
"Don't worry, and just sleep."
Seiji says still smiling
Before I pass out I say,
"Seiji, I love you too..."
