CHAPTER FOUR

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"Ugh fine..." You said rather disappointed cuz you were really excited for this off day.

Kookie looked at you, with a worried look. He then looked at Tae.

"Tae can i talk to you for a moment?" He asked him. Tae nodded. You saw them leaving the room. Well they didn't exactly leave the room they were just standing in the hallway.

You could hear them mumble something, but couldn't hear what they were saying.

After a minute or two they came back. Kookie started out "We both really wanna go but, you decide, if you want to be alone or with one of us."

"I don't want to be alone but I don't want any of you missing out on this off day. What are you guys going to do anyway?"

"Not much... Suga is probably just going to sleep. And J-hope will just be playing some games or read a couple of books or sleeping. We'll basically all be a pile of sleeping young adults..." He said laughing a little bit.

They'll all be sleeping? How exciting...

"Aren't you going to do something exciting or maybe just a little more fun than just sleep?" You said kinda disappointed.

"Nah not really... Maybe eat some pizza"

Wow...

"Then why aren't you guys just staying in here with me? Then we can all be a pile of sleeping young adults. And I could learn more about the other members..." You said.

He looked at Tae and raised his eyebrows. Like he was asking for permission. Tae lifted his shoulders, like mjeh sure -ish.

Kookie turned around and said "Uhm... sure I'll talk to the other guys and we'll figure something out," He said.

After an hour or so they were all snoring in this room. J-hope was sleeping in the chair beside the bed and Suga in the other one on the other side of the bed. RM was sleeping on the floor, I don't even know how he could sleep there. Guess it's comfortable? Jin was on the toilet i think? Or maybe down eating? You don't know you were just sitting here on the bed in between Tae and Kookie. All three of you was half asleep. Wait where's Chim Chim?

You pushed to Kookie who was sleeping on your shoulder. "Hey Kookie?"

He lifted his head looking at you with a tired look.

"What?" He asked with confusion.

"Where's Jimin?" You asked.

He looked around and reached over you to wake Tae.

Tae slowly opened his eyes, blinked a couple of times and looked over at Kookie. "What?" He asked.

"Where's Jimin?"

Tae stretched a little making his t-shirt glide up a bit so you could see his abs. Uhm... excuse me Mr. Why didn't i know you had abs?!

He looked at you with a smirk... Like he could read your mind.

"Kookie you should know by know that Jimin probably is down training at the dance studio."

They have a day off and he's training?! He has a weird way of thinking!

"Oh yeah right... He's at the dance studio." Kookie said tired.

"Should we go visit him?" You said.

"Nah he likes being alone when he's dancing on off days... Getting out emotions you know? We could show you around the city? Buy some fast food maybe some alcohol?"

I nodded. Some alcohol would be nice right now.

"I'm on... What about you Kookie?"

"You can go I'll stay here I need sleep." He said while rolling over.

"Alright then" Tae stood up from the bed. And reached down a hand for you. "You coming???" You nodded took his hand and he helped you up.

You took your jackets and left the hotel room.

It was kinda cold outside so you were both walking with your hands in your pockets.

"So where should we go first?" You asked.

"I don't know where would you like to go?" He asked back to you.

"Hmm... Is there a park nearby?"

You loved parks it was like being in nature. But just the fact that you could be in the nature made you happy.

"Yeah I think there's one just around that corner" He said with a smile.

You nodded.

"You like parks?" He asked you.

"Yeah I love the feeling of nature and being free from all the stress just listening to the birds and watching squirrels find food." You said with a happy tone in your voice.

"It's funny I don't know a lot of people who actually enjoy being outside or in the nature."

"Well Ive always enjoyed it!"

We were at the park for about an hour talking about literally everything. We then decided to buy the alcohol. So we did.

While we were leaving the liquor store you asked. "Could we please visit the dance studio? I've always wanted to see it." You begged him with the strongest puppy eyes you could give.

He stared intensively into your eyes trying to resist. "Ugh... Fine you win, we can go" He said letting his upper body fall down.

"Yay!" You said excited.

He laughed his cute laugh and he showed you the way to the studio.

You came to the studio, and knocked on the door.

A very sweaty Jimin opened the door. Jesus how long has he been training?! He looked so tired.

"Omg... Jimin how long have you been training?" You asked worried.

He looked at Tae and then onto the ground.

"Y/N Can I talk to you... alone?" Jimin asked.

Before you could even answer he had pulled you through the door and into the studio.

He sat down in a bean bag chair. You saw his eyes tearing up.

"Omg Jimin are you okay?" You asked worried.

You sat down next to him and laid an arm around his shoulders

"It's the thoughts they won't go away..." He said.

"The thoughts? What thoughts? Jimin you can tell me I won't tell anyone." You said in a comforting way.

"The thoughts of me not being good enough... That's why I've been training for the last 6 hours..." He was mumbling the last part.

"What... You've been training for 6 hours?" You asked him surprised.

He nodded and started crying.

"Hey... Hey! Jimin don't cry i know how you feel I've even through that as well..." You hugged him closer to you.

"Hey! I know what you need right now... How does alcohol and fast food sound? And then you can teach me some dance tomorrow, and we can talk more about this afterwards?" You asked.

He looked up at you and nodded.

"That sounds like a great idea" You stood up and held a hand down to him, he took it and stood up.

You gave him a hug. "It's going to be okay i promise!"

He nodded and you went out to Tae who was standing up against the wall.

"Shall we?" They both nodded and we left the studio.

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