I wish

Chapter 12

I woke up in a different mood today. Its been a while since I went home. My real home. My real country, Indonesia. I shared room with Doniya since there’s not much room in this house. I heard adzan1 subuh2 called Muslim to pray. I watched my alarm. Its already 4.30 am. I enjoyed the muadzin’s3 voice. Something that wasn’t easy to found out in England.

After he finished, I got off of my bed. I went to the toilet to take wudhu4 then wake Doniya up. We prayed shubuh together. I went to Ja’far and Zayn’s room to wake them up because my mom already told me to keep Ja’far pray in the right time. When I entered their room, I knocked the door. Ja’far already up then he wake Zayn up.

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“We should see our family, Ja’far.” I told him as I put cereal on my bowl.

“Yea, I know. What about the others?” Ja’far asked me.

“I don’t know, maybe they can go with us too. Looking at many foods will make Niall so happy, I guess.” I said.

“Ok, I’m going to wake them up then we told our plan to them.” Ja’far got up from his seat.

“Ok, I’ll call aunt Safra.” I told him again.

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“… So, what do you think guys?” I asked them after telling my plan.

“Is it will be crowded, Nad?” Niall asked.

“Since it’s an celebration. Yes, it will be.” I answered him.

“celebration? Really? Wow! I missed that so much!” Ja’far screamed happily.

“What celebration about?” Liam’s asking.

“City’s birthday. There will be an carnival too.” I answered Liam.

“Sounds nice! I’m coming!” Louis shouted.

“Ok, we will take a train tomorrow to get there.” I said and they all are agreed.

After that they went to the kitchen to get their breakfast but Zayn still here and so do I.

“we need to talk.” Zayn muttered and I just nod before walk to the garden with Zayn followed behind me.

“when we’re going to tell them?” Zayn asked me to the point.

“I don’t know. I’m confused.” I answered him honestly.

“As soon as we tell them the truth is better, I guess. Before someone get hurt” Zayn told me.

“someone? Get hurt? Who?” I’m really confused while Zayn just walked in and left me in the garden alone.

“Would you come in with me, Nad? Or you love to stay in the cold air outside in the morning?” he teased me.

Me? Just being confused while walked in.

“There you are! I’ve been looking for you in hours.” Harry’s voice down me to earth.

“yes, I’m here. Why?” I snapped him.

“Hey, what happened? Why you get angry with me? PMS?” Harry looks confused.

“That’s none of your business!” I snapped him again before walked in to my room leaving Harry with an innocent face.

I heard footsteps and knocks in my door after a while.