" What do you mean you are engaged!!??! How could YOU!!? "
" ... Shaheen please ........ You are married and- "
" I WAS FORCED !!! DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND THE WORD "FORCED"!! "
" .... Shaheen .. In life you don't always get what you wanted .. "
" But I can work on it!! I try my best to reach my goal .... my goal was and always it will be you Luliwaa .... "
" ... I am so sorry Shaheen ... You should be forcing in your new life ... your house ... you wife ... I know it is hard ... You will always be someone who is special in my heart ... but it is what it is ... you or me can't do anything about it ... "
" L-luliwaa ... w-what happened to you all the sudden .... You will let someone else shares you ... love you ... touch you ... h-how .... "
" Yes .... and that person will be my husband ... "
" L-lu!- ... Since when your heart tuned to harsh ... !? "
" You have to leave Shaheen ... and please ... don't come again ... I don't want anyone to see us ... And please ... Thairaa deserve all the love ... reach her heart ... before you lose her ..."
"Wha-"
" It's over for us .. "
Thairaa :
Luliwaa closed the door and Shaheen stood there shocked ... He came back home, I was combing my hair, I saw him ... his face ... the was he is walking ... Like a complete shock ... I knew he was with Luliwaa ... But I knew something not pleasant happened ... I didn't say one word ...
The next morning, Shaheen said that he will take me to my parents house because he said he has lots of work that won't makes him available , I knew he was laying because of what happened with him and Luliwaa ... I didn't say anything ... I only nodded, I stayed in my parents house 3 month, Every week Shaheen came visiting us but go back, after these 3 month passes, he came back picking my up, when I moved back to our house .. It was completely different from outside and inside ... A major change, our house was green from the inside ... we had a yard ... It was beautiful .. I walked inside the house and everything is changed, the house turned bigger
when I entered our bed room there was a baby bed .... which made me confuse ... Shaheen placed his hands on my waist and turned me over him, he started into my eyes deeply ... with a long signed ...
" Thairaa ... I am so so so sorry ... for everything ... for every word I said to you ... " said Shaheen and hugged me so tight ... I got a hug from Shaheen!? ... I had a mixed feelings .... I be honest ... It was warm ... beautiful ... strange ... he started grabbing my back so hard ...
" Thairaa please ... forgive me ... ", my hands slowly moved and I touch his cheeks moving his head to mine " ... It is okay ... It is okay .. " I smile and tears fallen without feeling myself, he wiped off my tears and rubbed his fingers around my face .... The feelings that I am having .. It was ... wired .... soft .... I don't know ... but it was beautiful ... Shaheen whispered to me " ..close your eyes ..." .. I closed them .. his fingers was touching my face so soft and smooth .. my eyelids .. cheeks .. his breathed stated to come close to me that I felt them close to my lips ... it was so warm ... my body temperature got warmer ... I have never felt something like this ... he rubbed his fingers around my neck ... I had chills ... He slowly kissed my lips .. my hands started to get lose ...he slowly pulled away ... he whispered " ... You look so gorgeous ... ", I slowly opened my eyes ... his face was so close to me .. " Your eyes are so gorgeous ..... ", I was blushing so hard I couldn't say a word ... he slowly turned my face to see the little bed,
" Do you see this bed ? .... You know it is for who ?", I turned my face looking at him " ... no .. ",
Shaheen places his hand on my stomach, " ... For him ... or her ... " said Shaheen with the most beautiful soft smile, I smiled without feeling myself ... he whispered into my ear " .... Are you ready for a new member in this family .. ? ", I look deeply into his eyes .... I wrapped my arms around his neck and closes my eyes with a node ....
Day by day ... week by week .. month by month ... time passes and Shaheen's loves me more and more ... a different amazing feelings that I felt for the first time .. Even my sisters notice a huge difference between us ...
After months passing by ... I went to Shaheen, he saw me with a smile, I walk towards him and grabbed his hand, "What is wrong honey ? ... " ... I looked at him ... Kept starting my eyes into his, I faced the ground and ... tears fallen ... Shaheen got a little scared " W-What is wrong Thairaa!?! Are you alright!!?!" said Shaheen while rising my head up, I looked at him and placed his hand on my tummy, he looked down ..... a long silence when over the room .... he looked back at me " A-Are .... y-you .. ", I nodded to him "Yes ... Yes Shaheen ... You gonna be a father!", Shaheen grabbed me so hard and hold me up ... laughing ... tears fallen from his eyes " I AM GONNA BE A FATHER !!!!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! (الحمدالله)",
wow .... the feelings of that moment ... was the best.
After months, birth alert has come ... My tummy was pretty huge .. I was so exhausted ... Shaheen took me to my mother to help me ... Screams .. it was a really hard experience ... That moment I felt like I am almost dying .. Shaheen was hoping for a boy ... But I birthed a girl ... my sisters ran to Shaheen congratulations him that I birthed a girl .... Shaheen hold her ... Looking at her with a huge smile on his face " ... Alhamdullah .... ", " .. Eadhaba (عذبة) .. " I said, "What?" Shaheen looked at me, "Her name .. " I replied, Shaheen had a moment ... Because I chose his mother's name rest her soul in peace ...
After 1 week, Shaheen was happy ... I was happy .. 1 week passed with a daily baby crying ... Shaheen was talking care every time Eadhaba start crying .. It was so adorable seeing him acting like that ... He was so happy he became a father ... since that day until now ... love feelings and happiness was all around us ..
The next day, Luliwaa and her mother came visiting me to see my child,
" Ohohooo .. look at her beautiful face mashallah! " said auntie Azza (Luliwaa's mother)
" She looks so beautiful Thariaa!" said Luliwaa
" Thank you ... Thank you very much Antie Azza and Luliwaa .. "
" Listen honey .. if you need any help I am here for you! Don't be shy okay!?" said auntie Azza
" Inshallah auntie" I replied
Auntie Azza got up " It is time that we should go! congratulations on your baby my darling ... I am sure you will be a great mother", Luliwaa walked to me hugging me " bless you .", I looked at her with a smile ... As Azza and Luliwaa were walking outside the door, Shaheen entered ........ Luliwaa opened her eyes wildly while Shaheen did the same ...
"Oh Shaheen there you are ! We are sorry we were late! Mabrook (مبروك) and blend your child my son!",
Shaheen was starting at Luliwaa, Luliwaa immediately looked at the ground, grabbed her mother's hand and walked outside ... Shaheen was standing ... with the most dramatic look on his face .. I was shocked too ... Shaheen walked slowly to Eadhaba looking at her ... his face expression start to change into anger ....
At night .. Eadhaba started to cry, I woke up trying to calm her down and stop her from crying ...
"AHHHH!! TAKE THIS FILTHY CHILD AND GET OUT FROM THE ROOM AM TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!!"
"W-wha.. !!!!!! ...." I was so shocked ... Did he just called his child "Filthy!?!?!!"
" DID YOU HERE ME!!!" said Shaheen screaming at me, Eadhaba's crying started to get loud, I walked outside the room, still shocked ..... what is wrong ? what happened !?!? .... Why did he acted like this all the sudden ... Was it because he ... Saw Luliwaa ? ......
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My Unfortunate Life (COMPLETED)
RomanceWhat happens when you are forced to chained up with someone whose heart is already been taken by somebody else. A story that happened in the 60s, in the United Arab Emirates between Thariaa (ثريا) who wasn't ready to live almost a miserable life wit...