I Am The Queen

Doesn't he get it's hard?

I wake to the sound of chirping and water splashing against the boat and I'm in a bed. Oh, wait then I remember what happened last night oh I lost it I lost control of myself my feelings I jump up and get dressed walking out.

Weaving myself through the halls I find the main kitchen and all Four boys are there sitting around the table as I walk in they quite except Ivan speaking.

"Morning your majesty, " they say in what seem like unison.

"Cut the majesty crap, I Don't don't want to hear it" I sass off all men go silent and in walks Ivan with food "Oh good morning M-" I'm about to blow when Max gabs Ivan and whispers something in his ear then booth man pass out food and sit.

"Okay let's get down to business boys" I sit and cut up my food into little bites when Ivans guard Taylor looks up "We are men queen sworn to protect you at all cost" that's when I stop eating it makes me sick he'd risk their lives to protect me no regards for there safety or life.

"Yes Olivia I will protect you I want to be a knight your knight and protect you forever you saved me," Little Harry says standing on the chair It breaks my heart he's so brave

I stand quick engulf him in a hug "Oh Harry" I cry into the nape of his small neck "Please I have no one else Please let me be by your side" He starts to cry holding mt tighter "Of course you have me forever and I accept" I say kissing his forehead we are all quite once the crying stop and his breathing slowed down.

"I'll take him to his room to sleep and watch over him my queen" One of Ivans guards says I look up brushing the hair out of Harry face "Okay umm" Wait he never told me his name neither of them have "My names Tavi and that's my brother Ravi were the prince royal guards his best we take care of him and do what's best for him and right now your what best for him" He says grabbing Harry in his arms and leaving the other one follows shutting the door but staying close.

"I'm sorry there very um blunt and of sorts" He says mumbling to himself "Ivan I like you" I blurt out before I can keep my composure "I like your spirit the way you make me crazy I love the way your hair falls across your forehead and I just want to brush it away to show your beautiful eyes" I breath in turning back to him he's gotten so close.

"I love you Via I always have since the day I first laid eyes on you at your mother grave," He says bending down he takes my hand "Oh Ivan I love you to I'm so scared" He crushes me in a hug.

He pulls me up against him and takes my mouth in his "Take me to my room Ivan" I lean into him and he scopes me up making me feel weaker "Ivan see what you do to me" he sits me down on my bed sliding over to sit next to me.

"Ivan I want you" I whisper into him