lost memories (can be like a donut hole)

When did I get these memories?

I cannot reminisce with such a great quantity

I tried and tried but failed to recall all to mind

and in my memory this is the only thing precise

--/--/--/--

You wonder who he is.

You just can't remember him but you can't also forget him.

This troubles you greatly. 

He looks so familiar, so distinct. Someone important before you lost them. 

You know he's beautiful. You've seen him in your dream, his blond hair and sunglasses. Sunglasses that hides his eye color which you want to know even if you don't know him. Your curiosity for his eye color.

You remember everyone except him and you don't know why.

Perhaps you won't want to remember him. Perhaps he's a monster you would not want to remember. Perhaps in another world you'll remember him and everything will be okay. Perhaps.

--/--/--/--

Try again and over again

Always the same old face emerges in my brain

Even so I do not know the reason why

Why you're the only one that I can't recollect in mind

--/--/--/--

You try and remember.

You try and remember everything before the accident. You see Jade, Rose, all the trolls. The terrors of the game, everything. 

Then you think of your lovers.

You see a female troll that shares the same taste of you. She's beautiful and amazing. You remember her as Vriska Serket, a past memory. You don't know why the two of you broke up, she seemed perfect for you.

As you think harder you see him again.

You see his face but for a reason you just can't remember him if that makes sense. You don't remember his core, what he was to you. You hate this.

Maybe he's the reason why you and Vriska broke up.

--/--/--/--

The belt line wraps the tellurion

it's going round 'n' round, chasing the morning sun

Even though we do not need a rail to fly

Likewise, we're running on 'n' on chasing the morning light

Try again, again and again

Always the same old face emerges in my brain

Rainning on my eyelids to rejoice

fading away before it being heard - that gloomy voice

--/--/--/--

You remember flying.

Flying around the sun with him and Jade and Rose. You don't exactly remember what happens but you remember the wind on your face and how you ran after him and how he smiles at you and how everything was perfect even if it was not perfect.