need i say more?it 2017

ch.6

The last time we say we're  pure

It had been a whole  month since all of us losers got together,guess  they we're all still mad at each other.  All most everyday i would meet up with Richie  and we would hang around  town and when it was mum's week to have us we would watch movies in my room and bill started giving me the silent treatment. I started to accept living with out  the losers but i never go a day with out thinking of Stanley's cute dimples or the times Eddie  asked me to help him off a high level of  ground.  I miss them all. And as for bill he pretty much started to hate me again.It all started two weeks ago when were on the couch and i was reading a book i had found in gourgies  room. It was all about sailing and boats. Bill asked me what i was looking at and i said "a book from gourgies  room i found" be sat down next to me and looked at it too."yeah he wanted to be a sailer when he grew up.."bill chuckled. I pat him on the back then thought about the vision i had about gourgie that i had the day i had painted my room. I saw it in the sewers talking to gourgie. I saw what happened to him. I wanted to tell bill but he had been having the worst day possible. So i didn't  tell him then that brings us to what happened  two weeks ago. I told him on the couch what i saw and he lost his shit. He mad me feel like i was just this person that was just adding all this stress to his life. I know i hurt him in so many ways but this one made me over the top. 

Our conversation
"Jemma why would you do that!!!you could've told me and then tell the police and they can look for it then tested it!!" He yelled at me.

"Bill I'm sorry it is just so hard telling someone how someone they loved died! And everyday i think avout how much of a screw up you make me feel!!i messed up so many times i know but all i ask of you is to see that I'm  trying!!" I yelled even louder, bill got quite. The few day's  after that he tried  to get me to laugh  but i stayed in my room all the time when mum was at work. I didint  talk to richie at all.

End.

I guess this where life gets so depressing you can't move, like your emotions are a big factory and it all just shuts  down but i still felt like there was something  bad coming so i stayed in my room teaching myself self defense and did pushups and all that to make me stronger.  Today i knew bill was leaving the whole day to try and fix things with all the other losers and i stayed at home on my large sweater draped over me while i made eggs. I didn't like silence, it made me feel so superstitious. One noise in the distance  and my heart stopped but finding out it was you neighbors cat getting pushed into the garbage can by the neighborhoods hobo only made me feel less anxious about getting attacked by a large blood thirsty beast.  I heard the door bell ring and i went to answer it. Raising my hand to open it,wait this doesn't feel right. I said in my head. I looked through  the view finder and met with the same yellow eyes that made you regret ever walking on this planet. I got on my hands and knees and went to my bedroom. I locked my door then quickly  changed into and out fit that gave me access to run,then putting my pocket knife around my neck since it had a medel chain. I opened my window and crawled onto the roof. I peeked over my roof to see if lenny was at the door,but he wasn't there.

"Miss me?"i heard from behind me. I slowly stood up to see lenny."lenny,i don't want any trouble just please me alone" i said putting my hands in defense." Sorry jemma,but i gotta job to do." Lenny jumped at me gabbing me. I let out a small squeal at me grabbed my neck holding me over the edge of the roof. "Any last words?" He asked as he pulled out a gun from his coat. "I co-could ask you the same thing" i said kicking the gun out of his hand making him go back dropping me back on the roof. I quickly  grabbed the gun and pointed it back at him."okay. Jemma think about this you shoot me,and Richie gets killed he said making me tear up. I slowly through the gun in my back yard then put my arms back up."lenny i need you to leave me and my friends alone" i said slowly taking my pocket knife off my neck and opened it. He walked towards me and i started running back to my window, i crawled back in my room but lenny was hanging off the ledge of my window. "Oh my god!" I yelled. I ran to my desk grabbing the gun that belong to my step dad and held it the Lenny's head. He smiled and opened his mouth to reveal tons of razer sharp teeth. I felt so numb. Finally i stop him in his head blood  getting on me. He fell down into my back yard. I watched his lifeless body hit the grass blood getting all over it. Then he started twitching. I shut my window as fast as i could. Then i ran to the kitchen and hid in between all the counters.