everytime he would call,
guilt comes to me.
i don't deserve
everything that i have now,
yet he still tends
to give me more.
i don't deserve
any of it.
all the materialistic things
and all the love.
i don't deserve
all of it.
and the longer
this lie is kept hidden,
the more my heart breaks
because i feel guilty.
and i don't deserve
any of this.
because i deserve the worst.
♡~♡
totally talking about a different person here.
this is not about my hopless love life but rather for something else. for someone else.
YOU ARE READING
Cry
Poetryi want to satisfy you, even if it means you seeing me cry. *poems with no rhymes but has a deep meaning. *lower case intended. *it's a little bit bad at the beginning, but the further you get, the better the poems are.
