Reality
The teacher does roll call
But I don't answer
It isn't me at all.
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My anxiety swallows me whole, always shouting
I think, and think, and think
Until my brain is crowded.
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The day goes on in normality
Everyone seems so cheerful
Is this ever actually reality?
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The bell rings and it's never laying off
Everybody walks away to their houses
What do I do if the noise never stops?
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Yell, scream, fight
All things they truly love to do
There was never one quiet night.
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I lay down and think
Of every commotion throughout the day
Sometimes I even forget to blink.
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I drift into my sleep
And everything turns into a decision
I wake up in the middle of the night and weep.
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The pain runs through my joints
The nightmare repeats again
There's nothing to do at this point.
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What do I do
Stay awake or sleep forever
I can never seem to choose.
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PoetryJust read the first chapter, detail, thing. Idk anymore. If ya don't like it just stop reading and find way better things to do then read my crappy stuff. Disclaimer: A LOT OF SWEARING Hope ya like my poems!! :)
