His Little Blue Bean (Tythan)

Chapter 21

Ethan POV
I wake up and look at the time. 4:28. I sigh and get up anyway. I go to my bathroom and start to strip down to take a shower. I get ready for the day and I look at myself in the mirror. I look at my ugly face and my acne. I'm just so ugly.

Nobody loves you

"Nobody loves me" I say to myself. I look to my right and see my blade. I take if and sit on the toilet. I flip the blade through my fingers and press it down on my wrist and slice into it. I make another 9 cuts. I put some on my thighs and stomach. 'I wish I cut then took a shower' I think to myself. I wash the blood off then bandaged them up. I walk out of my room and head to the kitchen. I see that it's 5:12 am. I start to make some toast, but I take the bread our and put it back. I'm not really hungry. I lay down on the couch and put on a movie. I hear movement come downstairs. I see Tyler walk out into the living room. "Jeez your early this morning." He says laughing. "ive been up since 4:28 this morning." I say choking back tears. He looks at me concerned. "Ethan, is there something bothering you. Your not really up that early. Usually your the last one up." He says. I look away and dig my face into the couch pillow and cry. I feel something making the couch dip down. I get picked up and out onto someone's lap. Tyler hugs me and I just sob into his chest. He's shirtless so just chest is all wet from my tears. "Shh...shh blueberry it's okay I'm here. What's wrong?" He says soothingly. "Im such a horrible person. I have scars all around my body. My body is ugly. I'm ugly. People stare at me and I can tell there talking about me. I said on Twitter that I'm gay and some people where saying that I'm a 'faggot'. I-i just can't fucking take this anymore." I sat still crying. "1) your not a horrible person. 2) Your body is not ugly. Everyone has battle scars. Your not ugly. Your fucking beautiful. And 3) don't listen to those people. Just because you are gay doesn't make you a faggot. Listen Ethan, I love you so fucking much. I will never leave you. Okay?" Tyler says kissing the top of my head. "I wanna take you somewhere. It'll be our first date." He says smiling. I sniff and look at him. He caress my cheeks and wipes the tears away. He kisses my cheeks and hugs me again. I hug back this time.

Tyler POV
"God I'm so fucking lucky to have you as my boyfriend Ethan." I whisper into Ethan's ear. I hear a giggle and stare at him. He looks into my eyes. "When you whispered into my ear your breathe tickled." he says giggling. "God you so fucking cute." I say. He blushes and he hides his face. "Your also cute when you blush." I say laughing. "Stooooooooooop." he says still blushing. I laugh and get up. He falls back but I catch him. I stand him up and throw him on the couch. "Hey! That wasn't nice." he sounds like a little kid. I laugh and continue to head to the kitchen.