Floribama Shore

"Controlling bitch,"

4 | "Controlling bitch,"

It is now the next day, morning to be specific. I am currently still in my "pajamas" while cooking everyone breakfast. I swayed my hips side to side as I danced to the song that was playing from my CD. 

We had a radio that has a CD slot in it and I just so happened to bring the CD I burned my favorite music on just for this trip. 

I continued to sway my hips as I sang along to the song, "ooh, ooh,"

I take a step back before pointing at the wall singing along, "I'm missing you,"

"Tell me why the roads turn," I continue to sing as I sway my hips once again. 

I heard someone walking down the stairs so I stopped dancing and singing and just continued to cook.

After a few seconds, I look over towards the stairs to see Gus with his right hand behind back, I soon come to realize that the girl from the bar was behind him.

"What? Trying to sneak her out before someone sees. I hope you know that everyone knows she's here, you came home with her last night," I roll my eyes before focusing back on the bacon I was also cooking. 

"I'm not trying to sneak her out. I'm being quiet so I don't wake up the roommates," I don't bother saying anything back to him, it's pointless and I really don't care to reply back to him. 

I heard the front door open and close which means that they're outside waiting for the cab to pick her up. 

As I continued to cook I heard 3 more footsteps come down the stairs. I turn my attention back over to the stairs to see Nilsa, Jeremiah, and Aimee coming downstairs. They all sit on the couch in the living room which was basically attached to the kitchen area.

"Alexis, what are you cooking?" Jeremiah asked.

"Eggs, bacon, and toast," I replied back. "There's orange juice in the fridge if you wanna have some with your breakfast,"

"Okay," After that the room fell to complete silence. All you could hear was my music playing in the background very low.

The silence only lasted a few minutes before Gus came back into the house. I saw him come over towards me in the corner of my eye. He obviously didn't see the 3 of them on the couch.

I soon felt his arms wrap around my waist. I feel him interlock his fingers together and rest them on my stomach. I take my hands and grab his wrist pulling this hands apart. 

Once they were apart I unwrap them from my waist. I don't know what this boy thinks he's doing but he needs to think twice before trying to come up all on me like he didn't just have another girl here.

"What is your problem?" Gus asked me. I turned around and gave him a look that basically said, 'are you fucking dumb?'

"You can't just bring another girl home from the bar and when she leaves the next morning try to act all cuddly with me. That's not how this shit works," I started to get frustrated with him. I quickly turned back around to shut off the stoves so I don't burn the food.

"We didn't even sleep together," 

This boy can't really be this stupid, "It doesn't matter the fact that you still brought her back to OUR house means everything. I really don't care if you slept together or not but you sure the hell kissed her," I motioned around the entire house when I said 'Our' to let him know I meant everyone in this house and not just mine and his.

"It really shouldn't matter that I kissed her or brought her home last night. We're not dating nor will we ever. I don't need to control me every second of our relationship if we were to date because that's what you are, a controlling bitch," 

I felt my heart drop down to my stomach once he said that last sentence. This whole time he's been telling me he likes me and he wants to be with me, just to find out that he never wanted any of that. I'm not sure if I can trust a damn word he says anymore. 

I felt tears start to weld up in my eyes. I didn't wanna give him the satisfaction of crying in front of him, I didn't want him to know that he hurt me a lot more than it was supposed to. Crying to me was like showing a sign of weakness, and momma didn't raise no bitch.

But I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my face, "Fuck you," 

I walk away from him and over to the patio doors. I open them before walking outside. I slam the sliding door shut before walking away from the house and up to the beach. I just wanted to sit on the sand by myself and think.

Halfway to the beach, I realize that I'm still only wearing a pair of underwear and an oversized t-shirt. I honestly don't care because underwear is kinda like bikini bottoms.

I sit down right by the water but not to close to where the water could get me. I look out to the water trying to clear my mind. That argument with Gus keeps replaying in my head, making it really hard for me to clear my mind like I want to.

I just continue to look out at the ocean trying really hard to focus on calming myself down I guess you could say.

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Author's Note:

I'm sorry for his chapter being so short. I tried to make it as long as possible. I will TRY to update again tonight, but I'm not promising anything. 

I know Gus wouldn't act like this towards a female in real life but just pretend for the story, please.

I really don't even know how I'm still awake right now. I've been awake for about 26 hours now. I just don't feel tired ig. 

I can't wait for the new episode of Floribama Shore tonight. 

I also made an Instagram where I try and find all of Nilsa's clothing so if you wanna go give it a follow. I already have 2 posts up if you wanna go like and maybe leave a comment. I'd appreciate it a lot. I will follow you back, I promise. 

The username is @/nilsasclothing. The slash at the beginning is obviously not in the name. If you do follow the account, thank you so much. I'll try to give a shoutout to whoever does it on the next chapter. Make sure you comment on here and let me know what your username on Instagram is or if you want it private then either Pm me on here or dm me on Instagram telling me you Wattpad name.

Also if you guys have any clothing request you guys would like me to find dm me them on Instagram and send me a picture of her outfit so I have a visual please and thank you.

Anyways, I'm sorry for this author's note being so long. Nobody probably reads these anyways.  I just wanted to let you know on a few things. 

I really like hearing from you guys so I think at the end of every chapter I'm gonna have a question about either the book or the show or maybe both. 

Chapter Question: What did you guys think about the argument between Gus and Alexis? Do you think Alexis' is right? Do you think Gus is right? Or do you think both of them are in the wrong? Let me know in the comments.

- meg