I Caught Myself

The Truth Never Set Me Free

Taylor

"Okay Tay I'm sorry" Emma apologized giving me a hug she dragged me into a closet because she thought Allison was mine and I still loved Hayley really only one of those is true after Allison was born I understood why Hayley showed up in the middle of the night saying she loves me

I know that Allison is mine but I pretend that I don't Hayley thinks she has everybody fooled with that lie yeah well not me I would still love her if she wasn't such a bitch not only did she not tell me she was pregnant she wrote me off as a one night stand to her family so they wouldn't know we had sex

Emma walked back into the recording studio to find Hayley and Jeremy sitting on a couch staring at me with hatred in their eyes Allison was in the booth with sound proof headphones on

"Emma I think you should leave now" Jeremy said curtly

Emma scoffed and latched onto my arm "I'm not going anywhere"

Jeremy shot up "LEAVE NOW" he bellowed

Emma backed to the door running out as fast as possible

"What the hell man" I shouted making Jeremy growl at me even I was scared if the dangerous look in his eyes

I sat down Hayley finally looked at me she had tears welling up in her eyes what is going here

"When were you going to tell us Taylor" Jeremy asked calmly putting an arm around Hayley to calm her down

"Tell you what" I asked and just like that angry Jeremy was back

"When were you going to tell us that you're leaving paramore" he yelled Hayley started sobbing he shushed her trying to calm her down again hosed they know I was leaving unless

"You were eavesdropping how dare you that was a private conversation you had absolutely no right to listen to any of it Jeremy" I yelled to my surprise Jeremy was quiet and Hayley started to sob harder

"It wasn't me listening" Jeremy whispered and looked over at Hayley, Hayley, she heard

everything I said about her suddenly I felt terrible Hayley didn't deserve any of the things I said about her

I was just bitter and jealous that she didn't love me then when she did I pushed her but still she kept us a secret I couldn't be around Allison as her father because Hayley kept that a secret too

Hayley stood up and got in my face "you your out of the band and you and that whore can leave town just like you planned I don't even know why you stayed in the first place you should've just left with Josh and Zac and then you'd be a hasbeen just like that are so go we'll just replace you you're not even that good anyways and-"

Before Hayley could finish she fell to the ground the back of my hand printed across her right cheek "mommy" I heard a voice call and soon Allison was at Hayley's side

Hayley smiled trying to be strong "I'm fine sweetie" Hayley whispered but she wasn't she had a long blue bruise coming in Jeremy looked a combination if shocked and enraged

I felt someone beating my shins I looked down Allison was punching me "that's for hitting my mommy you big meany" I looked from Alison to Hayley to Jeremy what have I done

Without a second thought I ran from the studio and jumped in my car and started driving I even left Emma in the parking lot

I don't know where I'm going but I know I'll be better off there than here hurting the ones I love after a few hours I passed a big sign "you are now leaving Tennessee"