Cubby has had the baby, the father was Chris, but even though I'm not the father i was ready to raise the baby as my own. But she chose him, i broke down crying 5 times, drove me crazy, I've liked her for soon to be 5 months, but no matter what i say ill always love her.
I wanna scream tf out both of them seeing them post each other on there story's. I gets so angry and jealous and I just wanna brake everything and hurt people. I really liked her, i would have done anything. I was ready for her to be my only one, my only one. Something that i really dont do, she meant so much, i finally thought my waiting wont pay off. As usual, shit ain't go my way.
Shit really hurt, watching how i was happy and nice, so kind. Peak of my life and I'm emotionally shot.
