I am true fully a dog, I used to be worst, I used to fuck everyone and say anything to get in someone's pants. I was cold, and selfish even making women feel amazing. These girls I freaked took what i gave em for granted and left, next day or so they'd beg for me back. But with Cuban it never was freaken ah nun it was love and pashion, id never cheat, never even look away from her fine ass, thought, we were somthing, thought there was love, thought i was happy, and i havent been happy like that in a good minute.
It was a new type of happiness too, like it made me feel welcomed into the world, like made me feel like it wasent me aginst the world,but it was us. Like i wasent on my own.
I was once otp with Kitty telling her some deep shit, and after every story id say, no one cares and that no ones here with me as i stated it dramatically dragging my hands through my hair, falling to my knees feeling alone, like I was, like I am.
It was a taste it was good but its gone.
I guess her friend was right, they all were, as much as i tried and hoped.
