Blue Flower {Truth Untold}

Shattered {k.th}

It all hurt so much.

I felt crushed- shattered.

I just didn't want to do anything, talk to anyone. I was too ashamed. It was all my fault. She deserved so much better.

I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door. I groggily opened my eyes to see two heads. One with blonde hair one with black.

"Jimin-hyung and Jin-hyung, what are you doing here?" My voice rough from barely being used for the past two weeks.

"Taehyung we're worried about you," Jimin started, "You haven't been eating."

"I'm not hungry." I bluntly stated. "Is that it?"

"Why won't you talk to us?" Jimin whispered, only heard because the dorm was uncharacteristically silent.

"There's nothing to talk about." I lied.

"Really?" Jin spoke up, "then why have you been isolating yourself from us? Your sad and tired all the time, and you're telling us you're acting like this for nothing?!"

"Hyung," Jimin started, trying to calm down the eldest. But it was too late, Jin had had enough.

"No, I need to know what's wrong."

"It hurts okay?!" I exclaimed, "it's my fault, I didn't open up to her and she left me. It's all my fault." I couldn't look them in the eyes so instead I looked at my now shaking hands.

"And you think by blocking yourself off from us is gonna stop this from happening again?" Jin questioned. I didn't reply. I didn't have an answer.

"Jin that's enough." Jimin said firmly.

"No, I don't think it is." I looked up to meet his unwavering gaze. His eyes were tearing up, out of sadness or frustration I didn't know. "You're right Taehyung, it was your fault."

My eyes widened, that's not what I thought I'd hear. He spoke up again.

"It's your fault because you knew this was a problem and you didn't speak up about it. Instead of trying to change you continue to be distant. God you're so selfish! You're so worried about yourself you don't think of anyone else." He fumed.

With that he turned on his heel- leaving me alone with Jimin. I looked up at my friend and said the only thing I could.

"I'm sorry," I croaked. My vision became blurry as my eyes watered.

He hesitated before he muttered, "I know."

With, nothing more to say he too turned and left me to cry alone.

It hurt. It all hurt so much. Especially, Jin's words. Not because they were cruel but because they were true.