cutting is involved in this story
rap monster's pov
me and Jung kook where the only one's at home because the rest of bts went to go to the mall and lunch I was asleep and Jung kook just didn't want to go. I was sitting in my room and I hured a cry and then I heard a loud sob. I went to Jungkook's room and knocked on his door all I hured was " hyung go away I don't want to talk." "Jungkook please open the door I need to know why your crying." he didn't say anything so I went in to the bathroom and got a bobby pin and unlocked the door. I saw the blood on his writs and the razor in his hand "namjoon pleas don't tell the outhers about this." he said as the tears started to roll down his cheeks. I ran over to him I took the razor from him and threw it on the outher side of the room and held hum in my arms "we are you doing this I don't like to see you lie this jung kook I love you and I have for a long time now and I just want you to know that."
"I did it because I love you to and I see you with jin and you guys get really touchy with eachother and I want you to myself and I saw you nd jin kiss last night hung." jung kook said
"he kissed me because I got drunk and he was also so he kissed me and I don't have felling for him like that I love you jung kook." "I love you to." he said.
"stay hear I'm got to get some stuff to clean you up" he let out a light nod and picked to the razor and threw it away. after I got jung kook cleaned up I layed him on my bed so I can keep an eye on his as I was about to go to the kichen to get a glass of water I grabed me and asked "will you pleas cuddle with me?" I got under the blankets with him I snuggled his head in the nape of my neck the next thing he did shocked me. got on top of my and put his soft lips on mine I kissed back. I felt myself starting to get hard and he pulled away and said"wow dady I didn't know I could make you hard" I kissed my neck leaving love bites. he took off my pants and kissed me again. he kissed down to my chest and we to the waist ban of my boxers and pulled them off with his teeth. I pushed him on the bed and got on top of his and pulled his pand and boxes off in one go. I left hickeys ok his neck and chest. "namjoon will you pleas just fuck me raw?" " are you sure it going to hurt really bad?" "I can handle it." I slow pushed my tip in and let him adjust to my size. "you can m-move namjoon." I started to thrust slowly looking for his prostate."harder right there fuuuck" I went faster and harder I gave him a few more hickeys and I went a few more thruths and cam deep in side him and he came right after me I like some of the cum he went on his chest and on the tip. I got a rag and cleaned us both off and layed back down with him.
a/n
hey guys sorry this I didn't post in a few days and last night my boyfriend broke up with me and like 30 min later he called me friend like wtf I my mom got back together with her ex and omg so yea I might post again late if I fell like it and I will take requtes plzz vote and comment and follow me on Instagram at bts_is_my_life1
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