The Chosen One

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The concert was over. All the members were back at their room. Jungkook and Taehyung changed their dresses and were both lying on their beds.

Jungkook POV

My mind was still clouded by her thoughts. Seeing her after 3years made me nostalgic. I remembered my past, our past - our happy moments, our silly fights, all the memories were coming back. And of course, I remembered the day she left. And than a question hit my heart. Would she think about me as much as I think about her? She just randomly pops out in my head like popcorn all the time. And she also appears in my dreams Evey night. She would probably have gone on with her life living and had moved on about her feelings but I am here thinking about her after three years. I am here wishing she could forgive me for all the pain I caused and asking for another chance.

I was in deep thought when Taehyung interrupted me.

"What are u thinking so deeply, cookie?" - he asked while facing me from his bed.

"I saw her today, " - I replied, while staring at the ceiling.

Taehyung just kept silent.

Taehyung was the only one who knew how I feel, he knew my feelings. Even though all of my members know about my past, they didn't know how I felt.

"She was with someone else, holding hands." - I said, I was at the verge of crying.

"They may just be friends. It may not be like what u are thinking." - Tae tried to comfort me.

Even though he said like this, both of us knew what would be the truth.

"Hyung. Should I give up?" - I asked.

"Do u love her?" - was his question.

The question shocked me. Do I love her? I still couldn't figure out my feelings. "I don't know. But I really feel guilty for what I have done to her. I just want her to forgive me." - I replied to him and to myself. Yes. I just want to be forgiven. There was no denying that I really missed her. The life of an idol was everything I always wanted, but I don't know why I can't stop thinking about y/n. Since she left me Everything reminds me of her. I mean everytime I went on a date with Soo Jung I was excited and we had fun, but unfortunately something had to remind me of her.

There was a moment of silence.

"Just move on ok. It's been a long time, she might have forgiven u already." - Taehyung said.

"But hyung--"

"Stop now. It hurts to see u in this condition. Stop thinking all those things." - he said before I could anything.

I was about to reply when there was a knock at the door, then the door opened revealing Namjoon hyung. "What are both talking about? It's late already. Get some rest. Tomorrow will be a very busy day." - he said and left.

We both nodded our heads and slept.

But I was still with my thoughts. I just wondered - Why is life so hard. If only I could turn back the time, then I would make everything alright. But there's always a good reason for all that happens, but I couldn't find my reason. If only I had just hold her when I could. If only I had just turned around and got lost in her sweet and little brown eyes, if I hadn't cared so much about my pride, if I had been just a little more mature, if I just hadn't been that selfish, if I had just known it was love........ I would have kissed her and never let her go. But that night I was the most stupid man on earth. I let her hand go. I didn't hold her back.

I slept with all these thoughts in my mind and holding back my tears.

/Next day/

We all woke up and were ready for our schedule. Today we were gonna meet our Armys. We were going for a fanmeet.

We arrived at the place and saw the only area was crowded by our fans, waiting in a long line. We took our places and waited for all the fans to come. It was gonna be a long day.

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Y/N POV

My mood was still off. In this scorching heat, I had to stand in this long line. Why? Let's go at the flashback to today morning.

/Flashback/

I was in a deep sleep. Suddenly I felt someone shaking me, but I kicked the person off. I don't like when anyone disturbs my sleep.

Then, I could her voices, music. Loud music. I shouted and woke up, just to see Mina looking at me while smiling like a dork. "Put the volume down" - I threatened her.

She lowered the volume and came then came towards me with her puppy eyes. "Y/n, I promise to treat u with all your favourite foods, if u come with me."

On mentioning foods, I wanted to accept already, but I knew she might doing something stupid.

"Where?"
"Just come. Pleaaaasseee. I promise I will do whatever u want for 3 days"
"Only 3? Then I am not going"
"Okay 1 week"

I smiled wickedly, the coming week was going to be awesome. I agreed and got ready.

When we reached the destination, I could see a very long line, of girls. I had a bad feeling.

/End Of Flashback/

It has been an hour and we were still waiting in the line. I wanted to go back but Mina said she would be my slave for a month and I couldn't refuse, not because I wanted to make her work but because I was curious about the reason that Mina begged so much. It was very unusual.

After almost another hour, we finally reached near the Event that was going on. There was a fanmeet going on. There were 7members, mina went to each one of them and took autographs, I was behind her all the time. 6members completed, she moved to the last member. I couldn't see the face clearly. But when me moved near, seeing the person before me mad me feel sick.

There he was - Jeon Jungkook. The one whom I never wanted to see in my life. But after 3years, I was standing in front of him. But the worst thing was, I was infront of him as a fan, which I wasn't. I wanted to hate Mina for all this but I can't. I was standing behind Mina, I could hear her giggling and calling his name and telling him how much she loves him and adores him. I felt I could die listening to all those, they didn't knew how he really was.

Finally, after 5mins, which felt like eternity, he finished signing Mina's scrapbook. Then Mina shooked me crazily, while shouting my name. "Y/n!!!! Thank u for coming with me. It's the best day of my life." She shouted so loudly that all who heard her turned their heads towards us. But my eyes were fixed at someone who turned towards us with a shocked face. He was looking at me after almost 3years.

Jungkook POV

The fans came one by one. I was at the end of the stage, well I love it coz I would be the last one who my fans would remember.

There were a lot of people who came.

"Hello" - I greeted one by one who came.

"Jungkook oppa. Iam your biggest fan. I really love u a lot" - she replied.

"Thank u" - I smiled.  "Your name?" - I asked.

"Mina" - she answered.

I signed her scrapbook with her name written on it along with a message.

She thanked me and told me that she will support me always.

And she went. The next fan came, when I heard some screaming y/n's name. Y/n? It can't be her right. It's probably someone else with the same name.

But as said, Curiousity killed the cat. I looked towards the direction from where the scream was heard. And I never expected the sight.

There she was. Looking towards me.

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