Poems Of Sadness

Torn

And when the darkness filled my thoughts,
I didn't think twice and leave to stop the excruciating pain.

And then i realized, the darkness within me was my savior. Its my savior and at the same time my demon who i am fighting.

I'm fighting between my heart and my mind. A heart that wants to fight yet fragile to break, and a mind who wants to reveal itself who can't accept the truth.

I guess that's the reality for me, i never won and never lose. Its a tie, and i don't know if it is good or a bad. I chose neither, because i listen to the voice who's in my mind a long time ago. I listened and keep listening until i fall asleep.

And then again, the darkness filled me... again I'm torn between my treacherous mind and my vulnerable heart.