Poems Of Sadness

Alleviate

I want to unchain you in my heart,
I want to release the pain you caused.
But whenever i tried to pretend that its alright,
I'm losing myself, and I'm breaking down.

The tears who wants to fall down,
The unspoken words who doesn't want to be concealed by my force smile,
It's making a come back
And it was too painful to think that i would break down.

I don't want you to know my misery,
Because that means... you have to know my mystery.
And that's forbidden to me,
That means I've given up to you.

I don't like the idea of that,
Because y'know I'm bad.
You are too good to me,
You are too impeccable for me.