Imagine / angst / short : Why?

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by -Daekook

by -Daekook

Me and Evan were sitting on top of a roof.
Just looking at the dark sky.
Until he started to speak.
"I know you love me, even though your parents, they don't fucking trust me."
I chuckled even though it was true.
I love Evan with all of my heart although he only sees me as a friend, and my parents absolutely hate him.
"I know I'm an asshole, no reply to your texts I'm sorry I'm that cold"
I smiled bitterly at him.
Im in love with him and he doesn't even love me back.
"Im all that you want and not what you need, but why?"
I stayed silent.
"Tell me why do you still love me? you know you shouldn't love me."
A tear goes down my face.
"All your friends tell you, you should hate me, but couple weeks ago they were inside my sheets naked."
My blood started to boil.
If he wants me to hate him, then it sure is working.
"I know you try to make me jealous so i can at least give you a text back"
He stands up.
"Why do you need me when you know you don't need me? Its tearing you apart, i leave you broken, shaking, but you still try to call me baby"
I start to sob.
"Your love for me is not a good idea, I'm a bad person, I'm someone you should not be around, you shouldn't brag about me either, I'm so sorry but, this thing between us needs to end."
He starts to walk away.
I call his name silently.
He slowly breaks down on how desperate and vulnerable my voice is.
"Evan.."
"Evann..."
"EVAN"
He stops dead in his tracks.
"Why?"
"Because i cant love you."

HOLY SHIT THIS ANGST IS SO BAD BUT WHATEVER YOU STILL READ IT HEHEHE