Sitting on the dorm room floor razor to the wrist
Here come the flashbacks as if they were all a blissTake a step back deep breath reflect
Then I realize you'll be my only regretBuried in grief searching for a way out
Now I realize there isn't one without a doubtConstantly searching for a door that doesn't exist
Sinking back into unblockable reminisceIt's never the bad memories that serve as a trigger
It's always the good ones that allowed me to believe your heart was biggerAstrology warned me yet I decided to proceed
Only to find out that your heart is full of greedFrom a heart filled with love and life too remaining pieces and ash
Still impossible to forget the pastHalf ass attempts to remain cordial
Remind me I was always the more loyalMaybe it's not you to blame, it could be in your element
Or maybe it was the incomplete developmentGrowing tired of waking to a broken heart
Going to bed thinking of what tore me apart
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Earth Ablaze
PoetryDisappointment, Betrayal, Heartache, Resentment, Exasperation Published: 06/23/2018 Later Edited