I'm in an emergency
it seems like the metal blades
i've been scarring my soul with
left bits of it, deep within my skin
could it be why?
why i have always been pulled back into this tiny space
as if it was a magnet
could it be why
i always find myself stopping myself from opening
the door
and why i've always seen darkness
even when the sunshine says
otherwise
but maybe all i need
is to realize
that this tiny space
is nothing but love
which i've always been pulled into
and guess what?
there are no windows
to escape.
no glass
to break.
and i just find myself
pleasing my skin with the cold touch of metal blades
again.
h e l p m e
