Secrets & Promises [on-going]

promise -part2-

yehey! aku na matagal mag UD hahahaha!!!

E panu pu ambusy ku, e di bale na, sa mga napadaan sa story na toh, ayan me cover na sya, napulot ku lang, hehe, cute man eh, pede na yan ah?

Eto na po ung part 2..para sa mga wala lang magawa at "passers by" na napahinto ng saglit sa story na ito, magustuhan nyo sana <3

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-promise-

I was a kid back then, eight years old maybe, when I met her. She was cute and was so lively. Though, everyone at the waiting area was quite irritated due to hours of delayed flights. She was singing merrily causing me to move my head up from my Mom’s lap and glance at her beauty. I hear her singing and her voice catches something in me. Taking away all the boredom and irritation I feel. I was amazed instantly by that girl that I wanted to know her. I never had the courage to approach her until we heard the announcement to proceed to gate 21. I lost her.

For many years of my childhood, I was being home tutored. I never had chances to know other kids until I attended my first Sunday school in blah blah and got to met her again. She was in the Choir that time. Her voice was really something I will never forget. I noticed her hair was even longer and he became cuter than before. It was the reason why I always come back every Sunday for years.

At fifteen, I found out that my mother and I will move back to the Philippines for some personal matters. I am very eager to let her know but I wasn’t able to do until the last Sunday come.

I have prepared everything for that final day. At last I have asked her out after the session over. We went to a fast food chain. Well unlike other teens, I am not a social person. I don’t really have an idea up until that age where one should take his girl on a date. Then we went to a park where I decided to confess my feelings to her. I am ready for whatever she may say... even if she’ll reject me. All I wanted is to let her know.

The moment came.

“I.. I have.. something to te-tell you” God I was too nervous! She looked at me. At my eyes. And said what.

I’m having a moment of my life!

“I have a... I have a cr-” But God, I cannot! Her eyes were mesmerising!

“You have?” She asked.

“I have a.. a.. a.. cru-” I was sure I can say it that moment but someone called her. Maybe, her body guards? Or someone in search of her. Since she always have that kind of people around her. She is form a very rich family.

She turned her head.

“They’ll found me out, soon.” She’s talking about the one who called. “I heard you’ll be leaving? Is it permanent?”

“Uh, I dunno. The reason for staying there weighs a lot. Mom actually thought there’s no reason of going back here.”

We were silent.

“I will miss you” She said she’ll miss me.

Hearing her say those words makes me feel not to go.

“I will too!” I moved my eyes away. I wanted to stay “I will miss you more.” But...

“Oh, you really need to go. I know how it feels.”

“What feeling?” I thought she knew about my feelings for her.

“The feeling of leaving” uh, I really thought. “I was born in the Philippines and I have many friends there but when I was seven, my family moved here. It was very hard but..” Someone was calling again. “Oh, i guess I have to go.” She stood up from the bench where we were sitting at.

I grabbed her hand.

She looked backed.

“I want you to know that..” I couldn’t say again.

She smiled. “You will come back here, right?” She’s smiling at me like asking a favour. I don’t know what to say.

“Yeah” just yeah.

“Well, then, come back.”

“I will” I said.

“You have something to say but you cannot say it now. Then, come back and say it. Now, you have reason to come back.”

“I will. I promise.” And then I let her go for the second time.

I watched while her long hair swayed as she run. Then she stopped not too far. She waived her hand and said aloud. “Come back, Mark!” She bided right after. “ Bye, bye,”

“ until we see each other again, bye Jill” I said quietly. I stayed sitting for long.

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Nga pala po, "blah blah" stands for some Church which hindi ko na po napagkaabalahang pangalanan hehe,...pasensya na po =_="