Shawn Mendes Imagines

Jealous

I feel like me and Shawn are drifting.He's on tour and most likely meeting girls.I don't know what to do anymore.I pick up the phone and click on his name.The phone is ringing.Then I hear him say "Yeah,what's up","Shawn,I think we need to break up".I hang up quickly because I don't want to hear what he's going to say.

*a couple days later*

I hear my phone ringing so,I pick it up and it's Matt."Y/N Shawn had been so depressed and I don't know what to do.Did you guys break up?",Oh no Shawn didn't tell the guys yet."Send me your location so,I can fly over there and yes we broke up.I was also not happy that we broke up and it was a mistake."

I buy my plane ticket and get on the first flight to Tokyo.When I land I see Matt and we go to a taxi that was waiting on us.
We make it to the hotel and Matt gives me his spare key to Shawn's hotel room.I go up the elevator and click on floor 6.I knock on his door and then I hear him say,"go away Matt.I want to be alone right now."I say softly "Shana it's me please open up".I wait for 5 seconds then I hear  his footsteps heading to open the door.When he opens it,his eyes are red and puffy.I can't believe I did this to him.I start speaking "Shawn,I'm so sorry.I didn't mean to break up with you.It was a mistake.I was letting jealousy get the best of me.I feel so alone at home without you.I kept getting the thought of you meeting other girls.I know their your fans and I love how they support you.It's not them I'm worried about.Don't you ever think I'm with another guy or-  just the the thought of me with another guy bother you?"
"Yes it would bother the hell out of me but I know you and I know you wouldn't do that.Y/N I will only and forever love you.Besides I wouldn't set my eyes or lay my hand on another girl if it isn't you."he says looking into my eyes even though his were red."I'm sorry Shawn for everything"I say looking down playing with my hands.He took my hands and lifted my chin so I was looking at him."Y/N it's alright but let's please not go through this again"he said.I could tell I broke him and I never intended to do that.
We both sat side by side on the edge of the bed

Yes this is shitty and I don't even know what I was thinking while writing this.I found my notebook I wrote this whole year in and it has a lot of imagines so I'm going to post more.This was one I wrote in January.