"Shawn I can't do this anymore.I don't want to be alive.I hate my body and my insecurities.I shouldn't be with a hot guy and get hate.I just keep reading the comments on what you posted with me.I'm really sorry for everything and you can let your fans know we aren't together so they can be happy you're not with a fat girl anymore",I said crying sending it to Shawn.
It was night and thundering.
I'm sitting on my bed with tears running down my face.My phone is on the comments from Shawn's Instagram.I hate my body even more now than I did before.I can't believe he would date someone like me.Sure I have a great personality but have you seen me.He makes me happy but the stares get to me from strangers.
His parents and sister support me and him being together.I'm going to hate to disappoint them by breaking up with Shawn.They were really nice to me and welcoming.I hear my phone start ringing and see "My Baby💖"show on the screen.I shut it and go to the bathroom to refresh myself from everything.I take off my cloths and just stare for a while then head into the shower.Once I get done putting on shampoo and conditioner on my hair.I get out and start putting on my lotion from Bath&Body .I put on my cloths and then spray my Victoria Secret mists.I go out into my room and cry.
I then hear a knock at the door and Shawn's saying "Y/N please open the door baby.Don't let them get to you.You are gorgeous and I love you for you.Please babe listen to me.",I open the door and he's standing there with some tears on his cheek.My eyes are red and I definitely don't look cute.I let him in and we go sit on the couch.He looks at me and says "Look Y/N when I first saw you.I saw you as a person and never for how you look or your weight.I love you for your personality.You are an amazing,beautiful, girl.I love you.Please don't leave me.My family loves you and my fans shouldn't have said those things about you.I am definitely going to straighten things out with them.Honey I love you.",he said looking into my eyes.I can't believe he said those 3 words."I love you too and I really don't want to leave you but i also don't like getting hate for how I look".I didn't know if I should have ended it there or not.I have been in abusive relationships and Shawn was the only one who treated me right.He was a gentleman and I feel like I don't deserve him.Was I about to let the love of my life walk out.?
Hell no!
"Y/N we can work things out and I never want you to change because people are saying to.I fell in love with you,for you.",Shawn was right.
""Yeah we can do that.But i actually have been wanting to go to the gym.",I say chuckling with some tears in my eye but a smile on my face.
"I'll do anything for you Y/N.Whatever you want."
"Can we just cuddle for a while till we do anything else"I say looking at him
"Sure honey",he says pulling me closer and laying his chin on my head before putting a kiss on my forehead.
Short I know but I haven't been on here for ages.I have many drafts but they aren't done :(
I will get to them though
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Shawn Mendes Imagines
Hayran KurguShawn Mendes Imagines This use to be Old Magcon and O2L imagines so there might be some from them.
