Jaebum's pov
"I can't believe jinyoung would do that..," I muttered looking up to meet my teary eyes with mark's.
Mark let out a sigh.
"So you're sure you saw him last night, right? Maybe you saw someone who looked similar-," I was cut off. "Jaebum I know what I saw. And it was jinyoung straddling some dude, making out. Im pretty sure he was drunk. I'm really sorry man.." Mark told me sympathetically.
Jinyoung had a drinking problem and Mark was my best friend.. I knew he wouldn't lie to me. Especially something as serious as this.
"Damn it!! He promised me he wasn't gonna drink anymore!! That fucking liar oh my god I can't believe I spent $100 on him for a stupid promise ring," I yelled out in frustration, putting my hands up to my face, catching my steaming tears.
"Jaebum it'll be okay.. Look, jinyoung is obviously not gonna come clean about this so I think it's best you invite him over tomorrow to confront him. Then you could let out all of your frustration out on him. Just please don't cry, he's not worth it. He's just a fucking hoe and you deserve so much better," Mark said to me while he hugged me tightly. I could feel the sympathy in his embrace and it made me feel wanted.
I pulled away from Marks embrace a minute or two later realizing how right his words were. Jinyoung has always been a fucking hoe and this wasn't the first time he's cheated on me.
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Jinyoung's povLast night was the first time in over a year that I've drank. Meaning for more than a year, I was sober. A year and a half ago was when I met my boyfriend Jaebum. He's really helped me with my drinking problem and I appreciate him so much for that. Tonight was different though. I've been so stressed with all my exams that it literally drove me up the wall. I decided to go for a small walk until I stumbled across a night club. It was a pretty popular hangout place people from school would go.
The bright lights on the building really attracted me and seconds later I was right in front of the club. I've never been inside one before, since it wasn't really Jaebums scene. I figured nothing bad could go wrong so I stepped in, only to be welcomed by an older man. I assumed he was one of the workers there so I really didn't act suprised (even though He caught me off gaurd) He led me to a table then left to help other people. I sat down putting my elbow on the table, resting my cheek on my hand. I sat there observing the active scenery. People were making out, some were drunk, some were even passed out.
The strong smell of raw liquor lingered through the air and made it's way to my nostrils as soon as I stepped into the building. It just made me want to drink and that's when I realized I had to get out of there. The club didn't serve minors alcohol, but even the smell was to tenptating. Well I mean, you could get away with drinking though if an adult buys it for you. However, right before I could get up, I was greeted again by the same man from the entrance. He sat down intending to somehow start a conversation with me with thirst and hunger in his eyes. Yeah, he was obviously just horny. I didnt wanna be rude so I continued in his start of an awkward cinversation.
An hour passed and we were still talking. The man, (i think his name was Dojoon?) was constantly complimenting me, making me blush at the unexpected feeling of security. I know it was wrong of me to think this, but I genuinely enjoyed the way he was flirting with me and making me feel. The way he talked about me was a trait Jaebum lacked in recently, so it was nice to hear it from someone else bc obviously I wasn't hearing it from Jaebum.
He offered to buy me a drink and I politely decline and unfortunatley, he didn't take no for an answer. I don't think he realized I was a minor. Dojoon got up to buy the drinks, returning minutes later. At that moment I felt so weak bc I was sitting in front of a bottle of vodka. I vulnerabley gave in and took one shot. I promised myself that was all I was gonna take.. But then one turned into two, two turned into three, and three soon reached up to eight shots of vodka. Yeah. I was absolutely drunk. So drunk that the next thing you know, I was straddling Dojoon and leaving love bites that trailed from his lips all the way down to his collar bone. I know what I was doing was wrong, but it didn't phase me at the time. My brain was too occupied by the consumption of alcohol to make me realize what i was doing.
I lied my head on his chest still in the same position, and turned my head in the direction of the bar. Right then and there I was met with a familiar face and was the moment I realized I fucked up big time. My gaze was glued to the fiery gaze of Mark Tuan. Jaebum's best friend. He seemed like he was there talking to some dude with thick thighs from school named Jackson? Anyways I guess he was watching Dojoon and I for a while but only then realized who I was when our gazes met. He stood up from his chair, clenching his fists, and made his way towards me in a fiery manner. Yeah, he was pissed. Before he could reach me though, I jumped off from Dojoon's lap and completely ran for the exit. Dojoon winced at the unexpected loss of warmth on his body and watched me run out of the building in pure confusion. I didn't stop running until I lost Mark, finally making my way home. I felt extremely anxious and scared because I knew that Mark was bound to tell Jaebum what he saw. I really love Jaebum and I can't stand to lose him. I sat on the floor, playing with the promise ring on my finger (which was a gift Jaebum gave me for our 1 year anniversary) and soon felt tears stream down my face. I was a wreck. A drunk, sad, unfaithful wreck.
What I did tonight was by far the worst thing I have ever done behind Jaebums back.. And I've done a lot of things to him that I completely regret. I really don't deserve him and I can't believe we are still together after all the bullshit I've put him through. After all, I have cheated on him many times in the past and I totally regret that. Jaebum was obviously hurt but soon forgave me as time went by, which I am really thankful for. I know that he really loves me, just has a hard time showing it. This time felt different though. I had a gut feeling that Jaebum wouldn't forgive me and I'd lose my him. Well I mean, why wouldn't he dump me? I'm such a horrible fucked up person. He deserves better..
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(Um ok literally more than half of Jinyoungs pov deleted and I had to go and rewrite it again uhsbsk)
Hello 2jae shippers!! I hope this wasn't too bad or cringy bc it took me some time lmao. I actually feel bad for Jinyoung in this which actually wasn't my intention. He's suppose to be a cheating bastard but mY WRITING MADE ME FEEL SYMPATHETIC TOWARDA HIM WHY
So yeah, just don't feel bad for him lol Also Youngjae should be introduced next chapter
Okayy byeee💖💖
(Also, all the got7 members in this story are seniors in high school)
(Also I know Jinyoung is pretty young to have even had a drinking problem but hey, he's had a hard life and that's how he coped. He's been drinking since he was a freshman.. in this story lol)
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The Promise Ring // 2jae
FanfictionIn which Youngjae gets a hold of a new shiny ring♡ 《Hey guyss this is my first actual story in forever omg don't hate on me for it being bad lmao♡♡》 Started: July 23rd, 2018 Ended: