Rejected by the big bad Alpha

is this love?

Alainas pov

I woke up and started freaking out because i didnt know where i was but than remembered Aiden and i falling asleap in his bed last night wich explains the musculare arb wraped around my waist and the light snoring behind me.

I smiled at the thought of last night,i was broken from my thoughts when i had a sudden urge to pee.

When i slowly tryed to slip from Aidens grasp i almost made it but than he groaned and pulled me back to his chest.Where do you think you are going kitten?he said in a ober sexy morning voice.

Aiden i have to pee,i wined.

OHH alright but i ''was'' comphy.he complained

And without another word he let me go and i jumped off the bed and sprinted to the bathroom.

When i was done with my buisness i walked back into the bedroom and saw that aiden was sleeping again,he looked so perfect when he was sleeping and i was sitting on the bed next to him,i felt so lucky to have him as a mate.He deserves better than me.He deserves a beautifull smart luna,not a beaten up ugly dum girl like me.

wolf.....Dont even believe what those bastards at our old pack said about you.you are smart,beautifull and will be an amazing luna.

Alaina...thanks santana 

Alaina....do you think it would be safe to tell Aiden about you being...special.....

Wolf......yes he is our mate he would never hurt and plus i trust him.

Alaina...ok i might ask to go on a run and explain it to him later.

you are perfect kitten,perfect to me.Aiden said smilling.

Did you just read my mind? i asked nervously

umm sorry but i couldnt resist,he said guiltly

you do diserve better.....i said sadly

No alaina from what i put you through you diserve better..

You are not ugly or dum,you are the smartest,most beautiful angel and luna i have ever met,he said making me blush.

im going to take a shower he said before getting up and kissingg me on the fourhead.Do you want to join me he said with a huge cheaky grin on his face.I just chuckled and said dont use up all the hot water i want a shower after.Awe you dont want to save water and have a shower with me.I just chuckled and shook my head.

While he was in the shower i deciden to do some exploring of his room.he had a walk in clossit and a bathoom attaches to his room.

his walls were a dark tan and his rug was white with some cloths scattered on the floor.

i decided that while he was showering i would do some cleaning.I colected all the loose cloth from the floor and put them in the hamper in the corner of the room.I also got the folded cloth from the top of his dest and walked into his closet wich was actually cleani put them in there proper drawers and hangers.

Before i left the closet a box on the botton of the shelves caught my eye.i didnt want to pry but there was a old looking photo in it.The photo had a beautiful woman with long blond hair and grey eyes.next to her stood a little boy that looked about 9 with dark blonde hair and grey eyes like the lady and im asuming the boy is a younger version of aiden.He was holding a mans hand,the man looked about 25 and he had black hair and green eyes and looked about 6.7h.

Thats me when i was 9,the other 2 people were my parrents, that picture was taken about 3 weeks before the rough attack,Aiden said as he stepped into the closet holding a towl around his waist loosly revealing his 8 pack making my wolf purr with lust.but than i realized his parrents died.ohh aiden im sorry i didnt mean to look through your stuff i just......i was trying to say but he cut me off.

No its ok you have a right to all my stuff and you have a right to know about my past,he said sadly

ok well im going to go take a well meeded shower i said trying to ease the tention between us.

As i walked to the bathroom aiden hallered ''dont forget the patch for your sholder.

Ohh crap i forgot about my shoulder injury,i pulled backmy sleeve to reveal my wound that was slowly starting to heal.

i carefully put on the bacdage and hopped in the shower the only soap abd cond. was for med so i cuess im guna go around smelling like a guy all day i mentally lauphed.i scrubbed evrey part of my body that i could reach concidering i hadnt showered in about a weak and 3 days.

when i was done i wraped myself in one of Aidens small fluffy towels that barley covered  me.I didnt want aiden to se me like this because it puts all my bruses and scars on display so i peaked out the door and sighed in relief when i saw aiden sleeping.

 I snouck past the bed as quietly as i could but when i reached the closet Aiden seamed to knowtis me.

Kitten you dont have to hide your body from me, to me you will always be perfect but i you should get dressed before i take you right here right know.he said with humor and lust lining his voice.

Sorry i said quietly as i blushed and quickly made my way into the closet.

All i could find in the closet was aidens cloth so i grabed one of his shirts that went down to my thighs and i slipped on a pair of loose blue gym shorts.

When i came out of the closset i heald my head low as i made my way to the bed wich aiden was sitting on  as he staired at me with a loving gaze.

Aiden,i said softly. Yes love he said softly

I think i need some cloth i said gesturing twords my  current apearel. Ohh ya i just sent Ash out to get you some new cloth but if you ask me i like you in what you have on know,he said smirking.

I just giggled and laid my head on his shoulder.

Hey guys sorry about the lack of updating im only 13 so ya lol,hopefully i will be updating more soon and thak you so much for voting .

I would love it to get some more votes.

School is starting soon so i will be updatin a bit less starting on  8/18 cuz that is when school starts and im super nervous because my best friend moved so i have to find someone else to follow around and annoy lol 

Read on my little wolf pups...read on.