Dead Inside and Out

Chapter 1

I groaned as I rolled over in my bed, tiredly searching for my phone. 'Where is it?!' I thought to myself. After grasping everything that wasn't me phone, I finally found it lying under my book bag. 5:28 AM. I swung my feet from my bed to the floor and began walking to the bathroom. My hair was a mess and black eyeliner marks stained my cheeks. 'Was I crying?' I tried to fanthom my thoughts, but it was useless. I quickly undressed and took a shower. "Hannah are you up yet?" I heard my Mother calling up the stairs, but decided not to strain my voice by screaming down to her. "Hannah..." I heard, followed by a few soft knocks on the door. "I'm taking a shower." I replied. No reply. After finishing up my shower, I blow dried my hair, put on some makeup and made my way to my closet. My closet was basically empty. I looked around.. There were clothes scattered all over my room. Mom hasn't been here to do laundry. I ended up pulling out some ripped, black leggings, a black skater skirt and a faint, black and yellow Led Zepplin shirt. I slipped on my black converse, got my black devil backpack and headed down the stairs. 'Why can't I remember last night?' I wondered to myself. "Mom can I have an asprin? I have a pounding head ache." I said while rubbing my forehead. "Here," she said passing me the white bottle "Hannah are you alright?" She asked quietly, as if she was trying to not upset me. "What are you talking about?" "Last night.. You came home crying and I couldn't understand a word you were saying.. You went to your room and I didnt see you after that. Did something happen with Jacob?" She replied. "Mom, I got to go, gonna be late for school." I quickly took an asprin and stuck my head under the faucet to wash it down. "We'll talk when I get home, okay?" I said while walking to the door. "Okay honey, be safe."