Death sentence

10

I can't promise anything
Everything that I think
Everything that I feel
Is just in the moment.
As soon as it passes that moment crashes
I am the scapegoat
There is no atonement

Feeling freed is just a glimpse of my self
Feeling destroyed is cause and effect
Who can help the man who is not himself
A pile of bones and ash
Programmed to rebuild sustain
But the blueprint is flawed and so the system can't stand
DNA will break down and unravel in strands
Time and it's sands falls through the hands

That Its not me that man in the mirror
I havnt believed in truth in a couple of years
Don't feel bad when what you thought I was comes to slap you in your face
I am the Oracle the oracle
yes ma'am I sure am crazy
I'll take my pills in my cheek
And spit as soon as i move my feet
Degragading chemical
I'll force a curse far worse than ever in the multiverse

Shere terror in my lair
Yes I said layer.
What reward is that of a dragon slayer
Stand still in prayer
As the beast exhaled fire
I did not waiver

Bound hands and eyes
Feelings lwading the way of life
Take me on that coaster ride
I slide, don't rewind, dancing stardust and space time rushing winds pulling us away from love

I was an empathetic maniac
After being dragged by the back of the beast of burden I cannot turn back
Lost with all those pieces i left last season
I get discouraged but never deafeted

Legions, of locusts
smoke from the ancient crypt
The light of an alien ship
Quick let me jump in
We can take off to the land far off
And we can all laugh
For the life way back
Is stuck like an old page in a porno mag
I trust... as my way unfolds
I thrust... no coincidences there is no luck
Shit so real it would have your ass stuck
In the weight of the field as your body dissipates into a life so sereal that you find out you were nothing but a mental field. A grey cloud covers over top
Into a maladjusted halo
Light mine
Ill stay low but if you say so
And you pay the doh
Then id crucify what defeats my suicide
Everytime I feel control float off into in the pepper dust sky
Baby it's just you and I
finding truth. ride and die

I'd ask why but I've there many times before
I think I know already
So we can settle the score
I demand the keys to my cuff
I don't give a flying fuck
You took my soul free off price
You may have not noticed
But I in my self. Am adversary
But I'll advocate your inclines

But yes finally what of mine?
I'm recluse but tomorrow I am doom
A loved one dies as the moments pass between you and I
tomorrow what might we find?
I'll evenly contend or embrace the fourth kind

Me like you we both come in please
You were precious metal
I wear flease
He said I won't reach
The shadows iunderneath

The stairs creak loud as I make way to the ground
I smile as my head is beaten by the storm
psycho emotional hurricane
erosions of boundry membranes
One of the four plagues
about the fourth stage
Yes the great play
Tickets on sale today
One penny is all you need
Keep away from you the spirits
Inclined to inhibit the intinct to take achance
deadly fall
And learn to use those wings
Once and for all
You no longer can see me
I'm still here so please don't worry
There's plenty of duties that come with being clean
I almost cannot bear the ache of its sting
But grab my hand and pull the hardest
That you possibly can
Forget the illusion of what makes you a man
They are the weak and unworthy of retracing the steps
That stairway to heaven
That electric cords of trains and tracks
I have brought my fate sling from my back
I well never look back
I am all color and black
a psychedelic ocean
another point on a map

You left your mommy
Your daddy
Your siblings
Power tools drilling things
I don't allow in me
So stand the fuck as far away from me
I'll let you know when it's time to come in close to me
You are both
My guide and my host
I am of the heavenly host
My seat is on the end I eat aside of both
No other one I am the only one to lift my drink in toast
Interpersonal oath
to whom it concerns the most
He who is concernd with little
A Lacking empath , trapped me as aboy but I am farther along
Each word and note echoed speaks of me through its song
and rings that encircle me
Covering the surface of all of me
How far down and small I see
Fuck this test flip this desk
you have cause all of my stress
Prepare to empty lungs of all their breathe

I have spun around in a state of feeling less
golden ratio
Infracting down to the depths
at the feet of the trees that made all of this me
Relinquish my mind

Setting free out to sea plike a paper boat and candlelight
Leading the way for a while till the flame flickers out of sight surrounded but the mineral desert
Just you me and the stars
Wait on god who speaks in tune
A voice crying out
A microphone in the kalidescope
Laced in thought and feelings brushed on
Encrusted in endless layers of sense
Overgrown with diet and mold
This temple's abandoned of man and cold
Not more than I can handle
I will build a place for the God that rides my life on a saddle
When wrestling these bears
love is not fare
So do I dare? Jump off this moon
Plummet down in my bare skin
Immune as I fall through
Reentry
Please catch me
I'm falling
I'm turning
I'm burning
Sky flying adrenalized derrange process of mind
For mystery of the highest kind

Me and this stickll be more than fine
I've found wealth in a dead branch
The rustic shape of its bark curling off
Who would deny the natural flawd
That make this all more than imaginable
Another children's fable
Just hope they don't catch on
Raise another disturbed and unstable
we play pretend
Fake our friends
set success and count your ends
I'm sick of that
I'm sick of that being a givin
I'm a ghost barely living
Destroyer of evil, inventer of sin
Goodbye