Mahogany
I woke up sweating and crying for help
" baby it's a dream ! It's a dream ! " Tremaine said grabbing me rocking me
I shook as I looked into his eyes , he kissed my lips softly and wiped my eyes
It's been 5 years and I still can't get over the fact that happened on my wedding day
* 5 years ago *
" you know you need me .. you can't be without me .. I can't believe you would really marry him ..gave him kids when that's all I ever wanted from you " his eyes were red and he smelled like liquor
My eyes were stuck on Lucy as we found out she was pregnant with Trevor baby .
They pulled her out working on her wound
Tremaine blacked out and beat Amari ass , Kyrie took the gun from Amari and shot him in his throat.
My eyes watered as I cry .. of freedom , happiness and etc
They kept Lucy alive for 6 whole months til they couldn't no more so they did a C section on her and her and Trevor babygirl was born premature and had to stay at the hospital. Before we knew it she was healthy as ever becoming a chubby baby .
We moved from Barbados back to Houston and had Cassie Uncle swipe out our criminal record.
We all been living comfortably but I was still having dreams that Amari took me and my kids and lived with him . The dreams come now and then since it's been so long but I haaate that I still get them .
" you okay now ?" Tremaine asked me
I nodded and sighed
" baby I think we should do therapy every week instead of every month . It'll probably stop it faster "
" with our work schedule and the kids I don't know right now babe "
I was finally getting a spot in the industry having my music blow up before my eyes while Tremaine is right by me being my manager . Nicki became my stylist / make up artist , Cassie my assistant and Kyrie have his own label that me and Trevor is on and Caleb owns his own clothing brand that we rock every day
We moved up the top working so hard as soon we enter the United States 5 years ago . Princess is signed to Kyrie label as well and Camron is the face of Caleb brand we kept our businesses in the family that way everybody making money
I got up seeing myself in my red lingerie from last night and wrapping my silk black robe around my body putting up my newly body wave curls in a bun .
I walked outside seeing Nicki on the cough braiding all the girls hair
" I really need to teach y'all how to do hair because doing all they hair plus yours isn't fun bitch "
I giggled and shook my head going into the kitchen
" y'all niggas fucked last night ? I see thigh high lace bitch"
" fuck ..?" Ca'Mia asked causing me to gasp and Nicki to burst out laughing in shock
" you know that's a bad word so why you say it ? You know what you be doing Ca'Mia stop playing with me " Tremaine came in pointing at her
Today was his birthday , old man is turning 29 so we gonna try to make it the best we can for him
I walked up kissing his lips gently causing him to clear his throat
" don't be doing shit like that , I'll take you back in that room and tear you up " he said lowly in my ear and then sucked on my ear causing me to shiver
