My Sucky Arting (#2) 2018 [COMPLETED]

I've been thinking.

Let's get straight to the point: I'm not going to post art on here anymore. (For awhile if not forever.) Quite frankly I may be done with art forever.

We had a good run didn't we though. Two art books. More than forty parts each.

I've been thinking about doing this for a couple months now (Yes, really, months).

I'm going to try and make this short, sweet, and to the point. <WARNING> This may quite possibly turn into a rant.

I've lost confidence in my art and myself especially. I seldom see improvement, and if anything I am regressing in terms of skill.

I am going to sound very petty and/or idiotic for saying this but I don't get nearly enough feedback that I'd like. I don't care about the number of followers I have. I am perfectly fine. And I appreciate those of you who vote on this book. However, I never get any comments on how I can better myself as an artist.

I try to do that for others, but it isn't done for me. (That may be because I annoy other artists when I do that and I may never know) And as stupid as that sounds, it bothers me.

Whenever I show my art to my 'friends' nothing is said. It is ignored. And I didn't put 'friends' in quotations because I think they aren't my friends, I just think that they never really were.

I liked them, really liked some of them.
But they weren't my friends.

I was the extra.
The tag along.
I was there because someone felt obligated.

I was just there because I had a connection with someone. And that is why I had to sever my connection.

They didn't like me. They liked who I was affiliated with.

And I've come to accept that.

But I digress. Sorry for my goddamn bullshit.

And if you want to be angry with me, go right ahead. I won't stop you. Yell at me, call me names, do whatever you have to do. I don't care.

I'm just done with everything on and off of Wattpad.

If I ever start posting art again on here, which is a very slim chance. I'll just create a new book.

I'd like to thank all of my followers (the whopping twenty-nine of you lol) for all of the support. I have really appreciated you guys. Thank you for the 1k reads and the 300+ votes. It's been nice.

This account is probably just gonna be for writing shitty fanfics now and quite possibly ranting, Idk yet if I am going to un-publish my art books.

So, without further ado, signing off on this book for the last time.

Bye.

-Jorden-