July 30, 2016

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Dear Taehyung,
I'm so sorry for what happened. I'm sorry for ruining your life. I'm sorry for erasing your future. I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I'm sorry for a lot of things, but I'm not sorry for how I felt about you.

What I felt about you was real, but I always denied it. You know my backstory, but I never really listened when you told me that you would be there for me.

Protect me.

Care for me.

And love me.

I was so blind and I didn't know it until I lost you. I regret everything, I wish I could go back and change every step I took, I wish I can stop myself from falling in love with you.

If I never fell in love with you, we'd be trading places.

Me in the hospital bed and you alive and well.

Except, you wouldn't be depressed.

With All My Love and Yours Forever,

Jeon Jungkook

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