Light On Me

January 30, 2017

Dear Taehyung,

I definitely don't like school anymore. I had only liked it because you were there, you were the one that kept me there. You were be reason I didn't drop out and become a worker at a fast food restaurant.

We never talked about our dreams, huh? I didn't tell you a lot about myself. The moment we started dating, I guess I was more closed off from you. I had just wanted to kiss and hug you, not wanting to share about myself.

Yet, I know your dreams and interests. Whenever you asked me, I shrugged it off and told you I didn't know.

But, I do know. I have a strong passion for singing and dancing. I wanted to become a trainee for an entertainment center, but right when I told my parents and everyone, they said I didn't have what it took.

So, I just want to get a nice job and a nice family. It's simple.

But, you know I don't like simple (except for my clothing style). I want my life to be fun and interesting, something I can tell my future grandchildren. I want to rock on one of the wooden rocking chair with them on my lap, just telling them my extraordinary stories that'll inspire them.

I don't want to just tell people I work in an office job with a nice family.

I want to tell them something they'd want to know more about.

That's why I dated you. You were always thinking of some adventure and took me on them. Those were the best moments in my life. Especially the amusement park and the walk on the beach. You know I love romance and the walk along the beach with the moonlight reflecting on the water is my ideal date.

I never told you, but how'd you guess?

Well, answer it when you wake up. I need to get started on the mountains of homework, otherwise my parents won't let me see you again.

With All My Love and Forever Yours,

Jeon Jungkook