ʟᴜᴄʏ- Jjk

•Fiftyone•

I've suddenly lost my appetite.

Of all people, Yoonji.

"Are you okay?"a soft voice whispered into my petite ear, Hoseok. His expression worried. I nodded in response.

"Hoseok, what's your ambition?"My mother asks out of the blue, Hoseok smiled as she asked. "Music. Vocal, rapping and street dancing."Hoseok answered simply and I smiled, I remember listening to his mixtapes, one by one. They were ear blessing. "His mixtapes are amazing."I commented and Jungkook's eye brow cocked up and down but he never looked up, he just shoved his food in his gob.

I really wanted to make up with him, our fight was overly dramatic.

"Do you see Lucy as a martial partner?"My mother suddenly asks and I choke on my food. Hoseok clears his throat and forces a smile. "I do."

Why was I in such a hurry to get married, I'm still young and in college. Why wasn't anyone putting pressure on Jungkook?

"I'm happy to hear that. Although Lucy is stubborn, I don't know if she would go through with it."My mother sighs and I looked at my surroundings in annoyance. "Maybe I'm just not ready yet, I'm not up to becoming someone's property."

"You won't be their property, don't over exaggerate."she corrected me and I gulped down and mouthful of ice cold water. "Okay."I answered simply, I didn't want this to escalate, I have enough drama going on as it is.

"I-I wouldn't want to pressure or rush our relationship, I want what's best for Lucy."Hoseok stayed and I grew soft at that, he's such a kind person and shouldn't be taken for granted. That's why I don't deserve him.

"Her mother does too."Jungkook chipped in and exhaled deeply, why is he doing this.

"So, tell me a little more about your mixtapes."my mother asked Hoseok with a soft smile and Hoseok lit up.

As Hoseok spoke with passion about his mixtapes and dancing, after several conversations and eating. We decided to leave.

"It was nice meeting you again, Hoseok. Come by again anytime!"My mother grinned and gave him a friendly hug before pulling away and giving me a hug. After biding goodbyes, Hoseok and I got into the car. Jungkook and Yoonji suddenly grasped my attention, he pulled her in for a passionate kiss and embrace. I quickly looked away.

"Wow, he's really going out there. And this is to get back at you?"Hoseok asked, he sounded annoyed. I nodded in response. "Immature, right? But maybe I deserve it, to be rubbed in my face."I stated with disgust, averting my gloom gaze to the ground.

"Maybe you do, maybe you don't. But you need to make up with him."Hoseok stated as he tried to keep his focus on the busy road, I bit down on my lip. "I'm sorry that I'm making you do this."

"It's fine. But Lucy, I'm not doing it again. You told me that my name just came to mind when your mother was curious to who you're dating. She's going to want me to be your martial partner."Hoseok admitted, his expression gloom and and glint in his eyes was filled with a somewhat sadness.

"I know. I'll have to marry Jin."

"Why don't you just tell you mother, that you're in love with Jungkook."

"I can't."

"So you're going to force yourself to love Jin, huh? It's better to get it all out of the way in order to be happy, it's no use marrying someone you won't live a happy, loving life with."Hoseok explained and I nodded along, but knowing me, it won't matter because I'm a coward. I'll go along with just anything, to make other people happy and content.