ʟᴜᴄʏ- Jjk

•Fiftyfive•

"Where have you been? I've been worried sick!"Jin said as he pulled me in a embrace, which took me by surprise.

"I stayed at Hoseoks."I answered simply, I may as well be straightforward instead of hesitating and making it seem like a big deal, I wasn't going to say that I stayed at a girl friends house.

"Oh, well I'm glad you're okay."Jin smiled and exhaled deeply, he looked at me and then at Hoseok, whom leaned on the door.

"Do you want to come in for a little while?"Jin kindly asked Hoseok and he declined his offer. "I have to leave for work, so see you later, bye Lucy."Hoseok smiled and waved before trotting to his running car. "Bye!"I bid him farewell and closed the door.

"You have a key for here, why didn't you come back here last night?"

"I was already with Hoseok, we listened to his mixtapes, watched movies and I slept in a spare room."I lied and he nodded. "Mixtapes good?"

"Oh yeah, they're real bops."I admitted and he smiled.

"I'm sorry if I sound possessive, I was just really worried for your whereabouts."

"It's fine, honestly."I playfully punched his broad shoulder, he pulled a sore expression, pretending to be seriously hurt.

After endlessly teasing each other, I decided to get a shower, as I was to attend a few job interviews. All that sand and the smell of salty water, needed to be rid of. I found it hard to believe that Jin didn't even catch on.
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After a long day of endless interviews, I was on the train ride home.

Part time jobs were just to keep me occupied, also independent. I don't want to be the typical stay at home housewife.

I left the cart as I decided to go to the lavatory, only to be pressed against the wall. My shocked eyes met Jungkook's Bambi eyes.

My breath hitched in surprise as his hands were against the wall on either side of me, trapping me. I had always been close and intimate with Jungkook, but why does it feel different, why does it feel new and somewhat..exciting?

"J-Jeongguk-ah...what are you doing?"

His intimidating stare softened, his hand slowly dropped from one side and was placed on my cheek. I felt like holding him, I could see in his eyes that he was fed up and tired, tired of all of this.

He didn't answer me.

Instead, he leaned in slowly.

His thumb grazing my slightly parted lips, I could feel his hot and mint breath fanning my lips as his was close to attaching themselves to mine.

What had come over Jungkook, after all that happened, after all the conflict. Does he even know what he is about to do?

"Jungkook.."I said in a whisper, his eyes growing heavy before his soft lips were against mine.

An outburst of butterflies erupted, the only feeling I've ever truly had when I was with him. I missed this feeling.

Even a single lip kiss was enough to take me off my feet.

But all good things come to an end.

I suddenly felt the need to grab something as the train ride was coming to an end and this was my stop, the train slightly shook as it came to a stop.

After we had parted, we both cleared our throats and avoided eye contact, all of it was unexpected. What had come over us?

Jungkook took a step back as I was ready to exit.

"Uh...bye."I bid in almost a whisper, not even loud enough for him to hear of course, we were both taken aback by our actions.

He shyly nodded as he made his way back into the cart.

What just happened?

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I sat, locked in the bathroom for a while, wavering over Jungkook's name in my contacts. Contemplating on what I should do, I was curious and confused about the whole situation on the subway.

Was it just a spur of the moment when he saw me?

My mind was filling with more questions and scenarios by the minute.

Should I ask him about it?

Maybe I should just leave it and forget about it? Like it never happened.

I have to. I already gave in to my mother's and Jeongguk's father's arrangement.

A notification popped up on my screen before I could do anything else further.

Anon: he had noticed you on the train the second you got on, pfft. Do you think it was spur of the moment? He'd been thinking about it before taking action.

Me: I deleted your contact, how are you still bloody here?

Anon: do you think I'm just going to answer that? Anyway, I'm enjoying the love square hahah.

Me: have your laugh, but there is no love square. I already sorted things out with Hoseok. I haven't talked to Jungkook in months, and all of a sudden, he kisses me.

Anon: and Jin?

Me: fiancé, I practically had no choice.

Anon: your parents would've allowed you to be with Hoseok.

Me: he and I are just best friends, I couldn't just lead him on just so I don't have to be with Jin. These are Hoseoks words too.

Me: the only person I truly want to be with is someone I can't truly have, and you're not making it any better.

Anon: what, because you were careless enough to have drunken sex in someone else's house? And you again careless enough to do it in a car?

Me: you didn't have to video it. You also didn't need to blackmail me.

Anon: well, all good things must come to an end at some point. Right?

Me: right.

[Incoming call from Jungkook]

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Sorry if there is any errors, yall begged me to update quickly, so here it is and sorry if it is hella short :DD