Personally ♛ B.SIMPSON {2}

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BRAD'S POV

I sighed as I tried to get comfortable on the couch, but I never really got a good amount to be able to close my eyes and fall asleep so I got up, grabbing my jacket. Preparing to leave the building but then I heard metal against metal in my Jacket pocket. My face filled with confusion as I reached into it.

My face softens at the sight of my old ring that I gave to Jacy and the promise ring. That's when is when it all sinked in. I was dating someone else, that doesn't have the same forest green eyes or the cute giggle that I won't ever hear enough of or her witty remarks to anything I said.

 But could I just be friends with her? Or will the feelings always be there, I fell in love with Jacy Taint, I broke her heart in too many ways to count yet she kept coming back. How could I just forget about her and get a girlfriend? I mean Jess was nice and all but she wasn't any Jacy.

I dropped my jacket rushing to the room that was at the end of the hall, as I walked towards the door, fear of rejections seemed more of a possibility. My knuckle raised to knock on the door, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I cursed under my breath at myself. I rested my head against the door, suddenly the door opened making me step back.

"Bradley?" Her voice echoed through my head, I just kept my eyes trained on her. But then she began to wheeze, I raised my eyebrows in confusion as she quickly used her asthma puffer. She always kept in the side table draw but she never used it.

"since when did you need that" I questioned as she shook her head. 

"go to sleep, B" she smiled at me, she went to shut the door but I stopped it. She caught my eyes, confusion filled her but sorrow filled mine.

"I can't sleep, because you're constantly on my mind. If I don't get you back then I don't think I'll ever be able to do anything remotely okay without you" She had opened the door fully now, tears brimmed her eyes.

"are you still with that Jess?" she questioned, this is where it falls apart. I had to lie, I needed her back. Everything hurt without her, everything wasn't the same without her. In the morning I would try and wrap my arms around her to find that's she's not there. Or I make breakfast for two people... Her and I but then I remember that I ruined everything.

"Yeah, but I promise you that'll be over by tomorrow, please J" She sighed before she brought me into a hug, a smile occupied my face as her hand rested on the back of my neck. I nearly had her back, I can't ruin it now. I pray that I don't slip up, But fuck I'm Bradley Will Simpson, I was born to disappoint Jacy Taint

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JACY POV   

I sighed as I fell back on my bed with a smile on my face, he stilled loved me. He was going to break up with his girlfriend so he could be with me. But its Bradley, the number of times I've put my faith in him and he has crushed it. So why am I doing it over and over again, because I'm hoping that maybe one day, he will turn back into the Bradley I met on Instagram. Of course, I loved him for who his now but I can't help but not want to be with him. It's just that when I see him, my heart skips a beat and I can't live without him but I wish I could stop and think, what's right for me?

I glanced over at my suitcase, I started packing before I heard him outside my room, But I didn't want to leave him. My feelings were mixed around. I quickly left my room, walking out to the living room to see him and Jess sitting there.

"Look, Jess, you are a lovely girl but Jacy will always be the one. I'm sorry I thought maybe I could get over her because she deserves so much better than me. I've hurt her so many times but she wants to try and I'm not letting anyone get in the way for that" Jess just nodded, getting up as she left the apartment, as soon as the door closed. I walked into the living room, gaining his attention, he quickly stood up. 

"you really just did that for me" I whispered to myself more than anyone, in my head, I was telling myself this was a bad idea but my heart wanted him so bad.

"I'd do anything for you J" He walked closer to me, soon he stood right in front of me, his hand rested on my cheek and neither of us waited for another second as we leaned in, smashing our lips together. Once again It was perfect, our lips were still the perfect match and his lips were still so soft. I missed him and I hated anyone that thought they could get him. I loved Bradley Will Simpson, I love Bradley Will Simpson and It makes me happy to know that he loves me too.