Personally ♛ B.SIMPSON {2}

T H R E E

It was now Friday, Bradley hadn't left our room the only trips he made was into the kitchen and the studio. And normally I would bring him a coffee when he went into the studio but now he locks the door as soon as he enters.

I've put the promise ring on again, I felt sick without it on. I just wanted to know what it would be like, I didn't expect him to find the ring. But he could have taken the situation better at least but I messed up on my part also.

I stalked towards the studio, I only just got home. I tried to be as quiet as I could. I snuck towards the studio, finally, the door was open and there sat Bradley with is back to me. And his headphones on. It was basically the closest I've been to him for the past few days.

I slowly walked into the studio, it smelt of vanilla and Axe deodorant. Its one of the things that I loved about Bradley. The scent of him just filled me with happiness. I was almost right behind him, I was too scared to move any closer. I just let out a quiet sigh then I spun around walking away from him. 

"does he love like I do, touch like I do. Babe does it feel the same to you" He began to sing and that made stop in my tracks turning around to the boy. I just stood there watching him, even when he took his headphones off and stood up turning around. Freezing when he saw me standing there. I kept looking at him, straight in the eyes until Julie and James came inside the house chatting away, that knocked me out of my daze. I looked around quickly before looking at him again

"Sorry" I muttered before quickly leaving the room and going into our bedroom. I looked at myself in the dresser mirror. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry. Because even though no one else saw it, Bradley and I both knew it. If he leaves this Sunday. I don't think we'll be together anymore. When I stood in that room and we caught one another's eyes, I felt like strangers all over again, like I was 19 and he was 20 again and I texted him asking him to follow me and Julie on Instagram. Who would have thought that's how the love story of a lifetime started but then he ended because I wanted to know if I could be happy without Bradley and I was mistaken. 

"Brad! Jacy! Dinner is here" I sighed before leaving the room. But as I passed the studio, Bradley came out barging into me. That's when I tried to move around him and he tried to move around me but we went the same way, so we tried again, but we stepped in front of each other again. 

He stepped to the side, letting me pass. But before I could continue, he grabbed my wrist lightly. Looking at the finger that my promise ring on, he gave me a sad look but I pulled my hand out of his grip softly before we both began to walk to the living room where pizza was put on plates. Of course, they always sat Bradley and I next to each other but he normally grabs his plate and leaves.

I sat down on the left, expecting him to grab his plate but he sat down next to me. Causing James and Julie to smile at us. We ate pizza and for the first time in 48 hours. We all laughed and joked around but the best part of it all was that Bradley held my hand on top of the table the whole time.

But now that everything was cleared up and we were all good again. The tour came back into my mind. As everyone talked I looked at Bradley, admired him, he obviously noticed since he looked back at me, connecting our eyes. I smiled at him as I rested my head on his shoulder. We didn't need to talk, we knew what the other one thought.

I'd be nothing without you 
I'd be nothing without you

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Today was the day. Bradley had everything packed. Now we laid in our bed, just cuddling until that alarm went off at 2:30 pm. We just cuddled up to one another, legs tangled together, bodies pressed against one another and eyes locked. So when that alarm went off we would be ready for it.