A reason

happiness

There is something that is bothering me, are we really living just so we can die at the end? Just BAM black in front of our eyes, never thinking about how to do my hair the next day, no more thinking about some annoying television quiz. Never eating again? I, my brain just cannot handle that. That we really were borned just to die. Just no meaning. I just need A reason why we die, because it is just frightening me. 'Death'

'Kids we are going to the hospital!' Father was like insanely happy, I think it is the first time since mom got cancer.

'Like right now? What about school.' Normally we go visit mom right after school, never before. 'Oh I already called school, they said it's okay.' 'Dad just say why please omg, don't be so mysterious, thank you.'

'My little, most beautiful girls, mom....'

'Mom is really A fairy?!' Charlotte, 5 years, she doesn't exactly know what is going with mom, we told her she is in a lot of pain and the people in the hospital are going to make her better, she assumed that we were lying and that the hospital is an enchanted forest in stead of a hospital and that she is the "fairy queen" and all the white suited doctors are princes and asking mom for her hand. I mean I actually like the story because if a 5 year old can imagine something like that then she must have an creative mind, just like mom. She also clarified the no hair thing, an angry witch was so jealous that mom was the queen so the witch did a spell on mom.

'Well charlotte, we are going to get mom out of the enchanted forest and bring her back home, the princes were all not good enough for mom, so she is coming back home, to her only great king and her two amazing little princesses.' Dad started crying, I repeated after him, charlotte was just jumping around because she is A 'princess' right now.

So it was a day with A lot of crying, because of happiness of course, hours and hours, I was almost afraid I was about to dry out. Charlotte was cuddling mom and she was very happy with a fairy queen as her mom. Days passed months passed, mom got better, more away of the chance to get cancer again. Her hair was again growing, her beautiful black waved hair. Dad was so happy, even so happy to get a dog. Well mom once told dad, I don't know, centuries ago, that she loved dogs. So to celebrate it he gave her a dog, but what we didn't know, the dog was pregnant. We suddenly had 6 dogs. Summer vacation is almost at his end, charlotte has turned 6 so she is going to middle school, I am 15 so yeah nothing special just another bored year in high school.