Lost control

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To many things to go wrong.
To many people,
To many eyes,
To many opinions.
I can't hide.
Aware of everything,
Every heart beat
Every breath
Every foot step,
Never silent
Always noise
Some noise
Palms sweating
Heart racing
Breath shortens
Tears falling,
But all I'm doing is standing here.
Head spinning,
Knees weaken,
Throat dry,
But why all you were doing is talking to me.
Wanna talk but can't,
Wanna stop but can't,
I wanna leave,
But won't.
The voices control me to much.

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