His Hidden Love (To Be Unravel)

PROLOGUE

Prologue

Somethings are not meant to be with us or for us, but for me things are not meant to be for you when you do nothing. Don't just wait, do find ways to have that person that you wanted to be with.

Things may not be on your side at first but there is a second, third, fourth and many numbers in this world to do the things you can do to make that thing to be on your side, like what you want. Sometimes we need to push things out, hindi ako naniniwala sa salitang paraya. Kung mahal mo bat mo ibibigay sa iba? Kung mahal mo gumawa ka ng paraan just to be with that person.

Change? If that's the matter then change, don't let your pride and ego bigger than your love.

Being persistent is not that bad, being desperate is not that unhealthy, you're just do things you want to do, to get what you want before you give up, but while doing that so you should think to not just act always remember, in every action there is always reaction. Think about the consequence before you move. It's ok to have a mistake but it doesn't mean you should always do a mistake.

Don't be afraid to fail but be afraid when you not try. Try harder until you won the battle of life.

Like me. I will do my very best to be with her

To be her man again

For the rest of our lives

Ti'll death do us part

I am the man for her. I am the only man for her. We meant for each other, may in first we're not, but this time. This time we will be. I'll make sure of that.

Wala ng makakapigil pa. Lalaban ako ng patayan hanggang sa huli. I am not the art before, who is coward, I can now protect you my love no matter what, I promise we will survive.

You

and

Me

We are meant for each other. Not that bastard!

I sacrifies things, for her to live. Coz I know I can love her from afar. I can love her even though she doesn't know that I love her. I can take it.

If she live, there's a big possibility that we can continue our love story. I do things, that I don't want to do in order for her to continue living even though that means there's no me in her life.

Masakit pero mas pipiliin kung masaktan siya at masaktan ang sarili ko kaysa makita siyang namumutla at wala ng buhay.

Ayokong makitang ang jan na minahal ko, minamahal ko at mamahalin ko pa ay hindi na humihinga. Mas pipiliin kung isakripisyo ang tiyansa na maging kami nung mga panahon na yun.

Kase mas pipiliin kung makita siyang ngumiti kaysa sa hindi. Kahit alam kung wala man kasiguraduhan na ang ngiting iyon ay para parin sakin, mas itataya ko yun kase pinangako ko sa sarili ko na mapunta man ang ngiting iyon sa iba ibabalik at ibabalik ko yun papunta saakin. Kase sa una palang akin na siya, at akin lang siya.

Nag tiis ako para lang makita siyang naglalakad, tumatawa, humihinga pero hindi nagmamahal ng iba. Hindi ko kaya. I may sounds gay but i don't care. That bastard! That traitor freak!

I said protect her! Not love her!

I trusted him even though I don't have trust on him. Wala na akong malalapitan siya nalang pero nagawa niyang magtraydor.

I risk the chance na magkagusto sa kaniya si jan at hindi nga ako nagkamali. It broke my heart into tiny pieces. It breaks me every day. I feel like shit, but what can I do? She didn't know a thing and I don't want her to know a thing about it.

I don't want to play a hero in her life. I don't want her to love me again just because I save her. I wanted her to see me as me, as art who loves her the most, as art who will do everything for her, for our babies.

This time. I will not giving her up. I will fight for her and for our babies. I will win her heart by hook or by crook. She love me once and I promise she will love me again, this second time around.

I don't care about the deal. I don't care who'll be broke because this time i'll show no mercy at all. Kahit sino ka pa, kahit ano ka pa wala na akong pakialam. I'll be back on january's life gustuhin man niya o hindi. Gustuhin man ng mga pumipigil saakin o hindi. I know, it will be hard but I promise not to give up.

Mahal ko siya at plano kung mahalin pa siya sa susunod na mga panahon. I will be by her side kahit itulak pa niya ako. Itong mukhang to ang lagi niyang makikita at wala siyang magagawa. Magwasa man siya, she'll deal with it.

Hindi ko man siya naipaglaban noon, kaya ko na siyang ipaglaban ngayon. Magiging mahirap man to pero sabi nga diba? Walang madali sa taong nagmamahal. Ang pagmamahal ay mahirap. Mahirap makuha. Dapat pinaghihirapan. Kung mahal mo kaya mong magpakahirap makita lang siyang nasa mga bisig mo na ngumingiti habang nakatingin sa iyong mga mata ng may pagmamahal.

Masarap pakinggan, mahirap mahanap. Kaya pag nahanap mo wag mo ng pakawalan. Kung mahal mo sabihin mo, wag mo lang sabihin ipakita mo din at ipadama. Wag mong hinataying mahuli pa just like me. I regret not telling her what I felt for her before. I regret not to show what is the real emotion here in my heart.

I regret that I didn't tell her that I love her. I regret everything except when I met her and when she said that she's pregnant. That's the most amazing thing and happiest day that happened in my life, but at the same time the most unhappy day of my life.

Hindi ko man maipakitang masaya ako pero dito sa puso ko masayang masaya ako. Gusto kung magtatatalon sa tuwa but I knew better. Kunting galaw ko lang ng mali bubulagta na ang malamig niyang katawan sa harapan ko at ayoko yung mangyari lalo na at buntis siya.

She's carrying my child.... our child. The woman I love the most is carrying our child. So I walk out before my eyes let my tears slip away.

She may not need me anymore but I need her. I need her the most. I need our babies. I need them in my life, i'll beg if it is needed. I'll do everything just to be with them again.